pull myself up.........?

too much..... ................

maybe I'm not finished yet..... argh!!
here's some more......

mandy

mandyfins, hang in there...I will send a few positive thoughts your way....and a hug if you don't mind.

sending some love your way......

and a little bit more as you can never have too much love.

Thank you Rio, Fuzzy, DePressMe, and freewill.

Have had some hard "knocks" the last few days. they've(mother and husband) "bowled me over"...... then as the denial part of my mind tries to cope-- my new therapist throws reality in and........ what? what is the correct emotion? I don't even know!! How dumb is that? Can a person live and not know the appropriate emotion to feel in any given situation??

I'm mad, sad, scared, devalued..... but which one should I feel?? don't know, so I feel them all?? how can that be?? no wonder why I used to pick- numb..............
The developing/growing mind denied feelings, or told said feelings were wrong..... how to learn now?? how.......... so confusing.....

mandy

thank you too bipolar bear..... I can use all those hugs and hearts........

so tired..... think I'll go lay down now......... so confused....
upset stomach all day....... not only does mind not know how to process emotions.... neither does body.