wouldn't it be nice

if everyone understood how hard it is to be a survivor of childhood sexual abuse ..... so they would never judge how you deal with things, they would never judge us as people ...... they would never do things to hurt us, ignore, abandon, reject .... all things that trigger when we feel lost, useless, worthless, pathetic, angry, hurt etc etc etc ...... sometimes it feels like people go out of their way to hurt, but then that's the fallout of abuse isn't it? paranoia, selfishness to some extent ..... self pity? NO...... just a need to be understood .... I find this the hardest thing to cope with going thru therapy, just how many people do not understand, sometimes compassion is lost imo from those who think they care for everyone ..... maybe they don't realise how they are actually hurting ..... no one here btw ....

Jin

If people had more compassion in general. I try hard to be compassionate to people because I know how hard the world can be. In the world sometimes I just want to scream at people and say shut up look around you and be nice. I find people scary.
I also wish people could know what it feels like to be us sometimes. All the stuff we carry around and try and filter through daily its not easy. Somedays I want to get on to a tall building and scream every single thing that happened to me while people listen and then jump. UGGGGHHHH its been a long day. Stupid fireworks

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gentle hugs to someone who understands ........ty Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo