[tavares7]

I am 16 years old now but when I was 6-8 my neighbor of the same age used to touch me and play with it and suck on it. Sometimes another kid who was a year older would do the same and also another one who was 2 years older than me. It has bothered me ever since, but can it be considered abuse? I used to pray to god that I was so sorry, I thought I was going to hell for it. I fear that I may abuse younger children when I get older. Sometimes I feel like I want to. I also have Transvestic Fetishism, and I feel it may be due to this.. I don't know what to do...

I think to some extent it could be just being a kid. However, were you and all the other parties involved consenting? Cause if not, then yes, I would call it abuse.
I would like to say more but I am worried about triggering someone or something so if you have any questions, PM me

[pachyderm]

If it bothers you now then trying therapy might help.

[youOme]

I don't think it's abuse in the fact that you all were young children, but like pachyderm said, if it does bother you and has some how affected your perspective on your sexuality today then you should talk to somebody.

[radio_flyer]

Just an opinion...I don't think it is abuse because you were all around the same age. Kids do tend to explore. What concerns me is where in the world does a 6 or 8 year old kid learn about "oral". Thinking those kids may have been abused and they did what was done to them to you, maybe??

If it is bothering you, seeking a good therapist might be a good idea.

If you are worried about harming others then you need to get help straight away .... it wont do any harm to speakto someone proffessional about this ... but it would harm someone for life if you did go on to abuse

best of luck ..... Jinnyann