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Sep 25, 2008, 09:25 AM
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The...day... my son... 24..on the 24th.. his golden birthday...
I didn't know... my ex-husband.. the exact... day.. the exact time.. when.. I would lose my son... and he would become your son... God knows... my heart... that I put all of my being.. and all of my soul.. into saving my son from you... from the teaching of your ways... from you tormenting him... I made a promise to you God.. as I help him for the first time.. that I would do my very best for my son.. each.. and every day... and I kept that promise... It is now.. the end... and the promise.. is no more... can't be broken.. because it just.. is no more.. I put my son in Your Hands last night.. for you cerntainly have more wisdom than I do.. My heart... is destroyed.... my soul is destroyed... there is no more ...... with all due respect.. this is not a religious post... it.. is a post from a person... with a heart that has been shattered.. I was entrusted with one mircle in my life.. and I failed... freewill |
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Sep 25, 2008, 09:29 AM
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(((((((((freewill)))))))))))) your pain is overwhelming. I'm so sorry you feel like you failed! You didn't. You raised him and protected him and gave your everything for him. You cannot ever control what other people do. You could not stop your ex husband from saying and doing what he did. In God's hands is the best place. It doesn't mean you can't be there, too. It doesn't mean you fail. It doesn't mean you give up. It means you love. It means you succeeded at making sure he's watched over when you aren't able to. Honey you have not failed. The best that anyone can do is to put their broken heart in a safe place, and you have.
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Sep 25, 2008, 09:43 AM
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((((((((( Freewill )))))))))))
You can only do what you can do. God will carry you through the rest if you let Him.
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Sep 25, 2008, 11:37 AM
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Remember, Free, people tend to gravatate to that which is bad for them. It is human nature. Dunno why. The more we try to protect someone from something, the more they want that thing. You did not fail. it is human nature to do that. That's all. Your son made his choice. And it will again be his choice to either stay with that, or see truth and make a new choice. 24 is still very young. Life can change our views a lot between 24 and 30!
Hang in there, k? Kiya "and he would become your son... God knows... my heart... that I put all of my being.. and all of my soul.. into saving my son from you... from the teaching of your ways... from you tormenting him... "
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Sep 26, 2008, 03:26 AM
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Dear Freewill,
You are in so much pain, too much pain to see clearly or hear clearly. I care you hurt. I am a Mom so I know you love your son so much. I just want you to know you are not invisible in the pain. I wish I could do more. leslie and pixies
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Sep 26, 2008, 10:29 PM
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((((((freewill))))))), i know how much this hurts you, but you didn't fail anything... i think our sons have to decide the truth for themselves... maybe that is why they try so hard to "make" their dad's love them... and why we take the brunt of it so often... we will always be their for them and they know that... please stay safe...lyn
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Sep 30, 2008, 04:51 PM
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(((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))
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Sep 30, 2008, 06:11 PM
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Dear Freewill, I don't know if you are male or female, but you sound like a mom. Any how I would love to have someone that cares like you do as a parent. Take care, Greg
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Sep 30, 2008, 06:55 PM
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Free - I am sorry this has happened. You are obviously in pain and it saddens me. I am not a mother, but I believe you did not fail. I am sure you did all you could. A baby bird must leave the nest, and momma bird cannot control where it flies. This is not failure. That is life and sometimes it sucks. Hopefully your baby bird will fly safely back home, because home is where your heart is and it sounds solid to me.
(((((Freewill)))))) Not your fault. tulip
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