A trying week(may trigger)

This week has been a strange one. First my husband thought he found a very provocative picture of ME on the web. He actually said he felt sick to his stomach. He said the thought of a pic of me like that ended up public was the issue. the problem is there are pictures of me out there, not quite as provacative but close. I trusted my first husband and did alot of "experimenting" in our intimate relationship before started the abuse. When I escaped all i had acess to was what i could hide in my purse (which didn't include those photos) or even an id. It was a very scary time and honestly didn't think about what left behind. I haven't told my husband and am really scared how he might re-act when i do. to top this all off my ex contact me through text to talk to the kids. I let them call him when I wasn't around because he always wants to talk to me and i had nothing to say. So anyway he only talked to them 10 minutes and will supposedly call tonight. My husband believes to be able to talk to me. I won't talk to him. But honestly I'm scared of this call, what will he say. I guess I'm scared he tell my husband something I have not yet. My husband knows some but not all. We are still getting to know each other completeing and goodness we came with our issues in tow. I hope that I'm worring over nothing and well sorry I just needed to get that out.

Your past is your past.Your husband should love the person you are now.
It may be upsetting for him but your still the person he married and i am sure he hasnt told you everything about his past