Night TERRORS Trigger

I don't ever want to sleep again, last night was the worst in years, woke up several times and everytime I fell asleep I'd dream the same thing he kept finding me, now I'm afraid he will find me and really come for me, I'm too slow now I won't be able to run this time he will catch me, the pain , hurts to much, why do I feel the pain?
Angie

((((((((((((((((Angie and the girls))))))))))))))))) (if ok)

I'm so sorry you're waking up from such horrible dreams. I don't know much about what happened, but I'm going to assume this happened when you were a child, if that is wrong I'm really sorry. If it's right though, then even if he did look for you, you have far more resources at hand now to fight back. You may not be able to run, but you can travel, you have your husband to offer support and protection, you're able to get legal protection from the police. If what I am saying here is wrong, I'm really sorry. But I thought I would reply since I know it's scary waking up to frightening dreams, and to be scared of sleeping at night.

Thank you silver, I know deep down I'm safe but it seemed so real
Angie

so well said, silver! t always reminds me of the resourses that i have available now when i'm afraid the abuser will come after us. he live 12 miles away

((((((((((((((((((((((((((( angie and the girls )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) i hope you're feeling safer. i know it's hard to remember our options when feelings are so intense. will it help you to write down your options so that everyone can read whenever they need to in order to feel safe?

love,

Kimmy, that's an awesome idea. ((((((((((((((((((((angie and the girls)))))))))))))))))))). Angie, I sometimes wake up in a cold sweat from nightmares... about the things I've recently been allowing myself to remember. It is a horrible feeling. I understand your fear and your feelings.

Ryan

((((((((((((((((((((Kimmy))))))))))))))))))))

I had no idea that you were in such proximity to the one who hurt you. I am sorry sweety.

Ry

Thanks Rem
Kimmy I'll try that
Angie

Angie, I'm really sorry that you're having night terrors. I think you've been given some really good suggestions and I hope you'll give them a try. I hope you were able to sleep better last night. ((((((((((((angie and the girls)))))))))