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Mar 05, 2016, 04:47 PM
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I already recently relapsed on alcahol. It was only one can of beer but its on my mind to drink more . I'm very close to relapsing on drugs too. I think about it so much. If I do it I will hate myself and probably take more to get my mind off it.
Its important for me not to relapse especially as I might be getting a hair strand test soon. I have a chance of getting my children back living with me but I am overwhelmed and can't stop thinking about drugs . I haven't used for 2 years . I don't go to meetings . I'm such a bad person for even thinking about using . I have to beautiful children to think about . I don't know what's wrong with me . I'm so depressed . I even have deviant thinking . my mind is trying to deceive me . telling me I can have my hair strand test and then take drugs afterwards!! I'm so disgusted with myself for even thinking this way!!!! I hate myself! I hate living ! Please someone help me ! Sent from my GT-S6810P using Tapatalk |
 Anonymous37780, danaflett, Lunella, Moogieotter
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Mar 05, 2016, 04:54 PM
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Hang in there and keep posting. A meeting or a therapy session or anything beats a relapse.
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Mar 06, 2016, 05:35 PM
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Crying, get yourself as many sponsors you need to talk to and to get you to meetings... tc and hang in there
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Mar 06, 2016, 07:12 PM
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Hey, seems like you need to give your life some more meaning, you know a point to being here. There's plenty of people who could use your help in the world, so don't give up. Drugs are only going to make you worse and you know you'll end up regretting it. Try to keep determined to not do it, think of your kids, if they knew all about this they would probably ask you to not do it, so don't do it for them.
If you need to talk you can send me a PM, good luck and all the best. 
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Mar 23, 2016, 04:52 PM
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How are you doing, Crying?
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Mar 23, 2016, 07:54 PM
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Hold on everyone. It get's better
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Apr 01, 2016, 09:57 PM
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