daily check in for women

@88Butterfly88 thank you so much dear! I did sleep better last night, although feel I could have maybe gotten just one more hour, but we'll see how the day goes. Hope you're video chat with the new T goes well and that your so so mood turns even better! *hugs

And hugs everyone!

It's been awhile since I had a heart to heart talk with my mom, I guess the total lockdown is not that bad.

hey ladies,
well the guy was going to start on my new closet yesterday but when he went to home depot and lowes to get wood they were out.!
So getting all ready for the noise and getting ready for the upheaval was for nothing.

Besides that i am good.
How are you all doing. Is spring , springing up for you?
Tams

I'm better today. I was in a foul mood all last week due to crap in my life.

I had a flight overseas and back in which the weather was so bad I'm glad to be alive.

tamster- kinda rainy today so maybe that's springish. oddly, I'm not really liking the rain today when normally I like rain. but I guess I was just in the mood for more sunshine. I can't wait for spring! favorite time of year...except allergy crap that hubby just HAD to remind me of.

And to all the love ladies here-
I posted an update in my journal (Giddy's Thoughts) if anyone is interested now or in the future. It starts out with my mental health journey, but today I'm just sharing my day. Hugs to all! <3

I'm upset by the weather. It's been gray every day for a week. I'm just sick of it.

Well the therapist canceled since he was sick. Meanwhile I talked to a covering care manager since my regular care manager is also sick and she was no help. I'm feeling down since I've got a lack of social support. COVID-19 isn't helping.

I'm a bit stressed today. And I'm sad.

Trying hard not to fall apart. If this was a month, okay. Even 2 months - at least we'd know. But what if it lasts all summer? I feel like I'm in solitary confinement for a crime I didn't commit.

I feel really lonely today (more than other days of the year)

mothers day in the UK and I don't have a mother who cares

world seems a whole lot bigger today

and scarier

Arrrrrgh. I've had it with the men in my life! I need a new crew or maybe I'll run away and hide somewhere for a while.

I feel good this morning. I heard from my brother last night.

I have one of my stomach aches today.

last 2 days I have been severely overeating (gotta suck when it happens)

also feeling suicidal (standard), and annoyed because I don't have disney plus (can't aford it)

I'm feeling sad today... useless and worthless too.

I'm feeling okay today.

today was meant to be the day I had a meeting to discuss my mental health care (what's working and what isn't), and despite me really needing the meeting, I'm sort of glad it's not happening- means I can stay home snug and warm and watch tv which is exactly what I am doing

and of course checking in with you all.

at a time like this it's important to check in..

I don't feel well today. I'm really stressed. I don't want to go to sleep. Sleep's been difficult. Maybe I can tell myself that I'll just rest a while. Then nap for a couple of hours. That's better than nothing.

my nails need to be done.

but I'll wait to tomorrow. showering anyway

I am still craving mcnuggets.

and with no mcdonalds, this is what they would call a first world problem

Away from home for a couple of days for work. Bored with no hotel restaurant or gym. Wild, windy flight over there.

I just showered and did my nails.

self care friday... you gotta love it!

that sucks

wish you a good few days though. try to enjoy it

i've been okay.

spent a pretty relaxed day checking emails and watching a murder mystery programme (and trying to solve the murder). the concluding part isn't until tomorrow

I am going to eat soon

I'm a little sad today.

coking okay today but in a lot of back pain