daily check in for women

@raging vortex Are you on any new medications by any chance? I had one that constantly made me pee so I finally had to go off it. Or perhaps you have a urinary tract infection. If this is a new development you should contact your doctor.

I am so-so today. Nothing interesting to report. I'm becoming depressed and bored but hopefully I can find something to keep myself busy.

so glad we can just talk on here

really passes the time

Yeah, I'm glad we can talk on here too.

I love how my body hurts just picking up an item of clothing from my wardrobe

and I'm complaining that I don't have a tattoo?

hmm I need to rethink that- maybe a tattoo isn't the best idea

so so today. nothing planned

I'm struggling this afternoon.

Why do so many women betray my trust? I am tired of losing female friendships when I find out they are gossiping about me behind my back with each other. They all can do no wrong, but god forbid I point out the standards they hold to themselves are the same as me, yet their actions say otherwise, then they accuse me of being a *****, a hypocrite, whiny, insecure. Everyone else is allowed to be flawed but me. I need to find my tribe. Where the hell are these women?

at deilla: time for a bit of self-care?

hope you feel better later

you have friends in us::

you have us anytime you need us

Thanks. I appreciate your kindness.

pretty much a repeat of yesterday today

nothing planned at all

seriously wondering the point to my week

Yes, thank you. I will try to do something nice for myself. Thanks for reminding me. I hope you are well. I wish you a good day.

This morning I am very self-critical. I'm trying to create my own melodies on the computer. And it's very hard. I'm beating myself up for not having the skill. But at least I am trying.

I wish I'd payed more attention in piano lessons.

you just made me think of that. had them when I was younger but didn't really pay much attention.

prefer the violin now anyway. would love to learn how to play that

I am doing alright. My therapy session went better than expected. I also talked to a friend today so that was nice.

Yes, I wish I would have had piano lessons when I was younger. Right now I'm just painting the notes on the screen with the mouse. It's tricky. I hope to get a Midi controller soon. Then I can take lessons.

I wish you success in learning the violin. That would be so cool! You can be another DSharp. Have you heard of him? He's amazing!

who is he?. (guessing some really good violin player?)

I've heard of linzy stirling, now she's good

I am doing good.

just not doing anything productive

showered today and had a healthy fruit salad for breakfast.

did nothing for my mood (never does), and increased my fibro pain, but oh well: it's done for another week

He's a dance music artist that plays violin. He mainly does cover songs.

I'm not doing well today. I'm finding it hard to bring myself to shower. I don't know how to motivate myself.

I do enjoy dance music, think it may be worth checking him out

I had a mcdonalds yesterday. it was so tasty. sadly I was in a lot of pain though, and spent most of the evening drained

and... in pain today. my life is so predictable

Sorry you're in pain. I hope things improve quickly for you.

I'm doing well this morning. I started working on my chores already. I think today will be a productive day.

yesterday I started clearing out some of my old, scratched and useless cds

I got rid of about 2 bags fuln

not bad. going to do some more later today

this afternoon I sorted through more of my cds. I can't believe I still have so many.

came across a cd my brother gave me before he passed away

has the fun lovin criminals on. baught back so many memories for me.

My day is going well. It's been raining all morning. My slider is open. The cats love it. They are sleeping near the window. Normally they would be asleep in my bed. The soft sound of wind and rain is soothing.