[love psych]

i dont have job for two months for the restaurant where i work before is under renovation so i try to look for other jobs but then i keep failing in interviews. So i am disappointed with myself until now. I dont get any other job on my own. So i have no choice but to
continue to work at that restaurant where in i made terrible memories and experiences.
I experienced bullying there from coworkers but i couldnt blame them. The blame is on
me, i know. I've been working there for over a year but im like a new worker everytime, i move so slow and keep mistakes, i often been yelled at,most of the time the subject in
gossips, embarrassed. I was always waiting for the management to fire me but they never did. And i heard one of these days that reataurant will open and start to operate
again but i havent get any call from the company to tell me to get ready to get back to
work yet, i used to keep in touch with my supervisor but she never say anything about it.
I am afraid i might have lost the job. Though i have so much painful experiences there i
still want to get back in order to earn in order to help in order to live but what now?what am i suppose to do? Should i ask them if i am still welcome to work there?what to do?its
killing me inside.please help.

[Arcane's Box]

I suppose there is no harm in asking if you really want to go back, but it sounds like maybe you might be happier elsewhere... There is never a good excuse to belittle someone, no matter if you do make a mistake. We are only human... You don't deserve to feel that way.

[Perna]

I would ask so you know one way or another and can then decide what you want to do. Did someone get the job there for you, recommend you? How did you get that job in the first place. I would go back and talk to whoever you learned of that job from, see if they can help you find another like it where the people might be kinder or the job not need someone to move/be as fast as they were wanting on this job.

[love psych]

Originally Posted by Perna

I would ask so you know one way or another and can then decide what you want to do. Did someone get the job there for you, recommend you? How did you get that job in the first place. I would go back and talk to whoever you learned of that job from, see if they can help you find another like it where the people might be kinder or the job not need someone to move/be as fast as they were wanting on this job.

Yes someone did recommend me to that job. If its just me I don't want to go back,honestly. But I need to, my parents want me to cause I have some responsibilities like paying for a car and so on. I must help them in financial stuff I have no choice. I can't tell them I can't go back to work they will be very upset. I don't know what to do, I just want to runaway.

[love psych]

Originally Posted by brownundercover

I suppose there is no harm in asking if you really want to go back, but it sounds like maybe you might be happier elsewhere... There is never a good excuse to belittle someone, no matter if you do make a mistake. We are only human... You don't deserve to feel that way.

Yes you are right I might be happy elsewhere, but the thing is that seems impossible. I have no choice,no one is hiring me. I used to be turned down in interviews. I have nowhere to go then. I'm really a burdened to family. I suppose I have to runaway.

[Arcane's Box]

Originally Posted by love psych

Yes you are right I might be happy elsewhere, but the thing is that seems impossible. I have no choice,no one is hiring me. I used to be turned down in interviews. I have nowhere to go then. I'm really a burdened to family. I suppose I have to runaway.

Even if you ran away, it would all still be there, unfortunately. What is it you enjoy doing, may I ask?