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And now I'm smashed and smoking like a chimney. I wish I was more comfortable with myself.
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![]() Sabrina
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that is not a failure you can still stop. dont beat up on yourself there is always tomorrow and a new day to start with.
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Hang in there. It is so hard to feel comformatable about yourself when you are smashed. There is a quality of addiction that covers up the soul. If you did better before you always can again. Don;t let the shame of using again eekp you from the hope of a better life. You deserve it.
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"The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.” - Carl Rogers ___________________________________________ "And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." - Anais Nin |
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I figure it's gonna take us a long time to learn how to be comfortable with ourselves.
I get so nervous and uncomfortable sometimes and just wish I had a cigarette or a drink. Something. Anything to feel like I fit in or aren't so insane. I slipped up a couple of days ago as well. I smoked a whole pack of cigs in an hour and a friend bought me some drinks. It was a sad day... but oh well. Starting over again isn't the end of the world. it just sucks. |
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