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May 08, 2016, 11:52 PM
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I used multiple substances tonight. I'm not addicted but I'm ashamed. I drank/drinking and took stimulants. Both things I were addicted to at one point. I'm playing with fire. I feel like such a loser and I know I'm going to regret this post so much. But at least I have a sliver of hope. Hope that tomorrow will be different. Not going to lie...I feel good. But my bf is PISSSSSED. I'm talking about my MI and he's saying "oh your problems then you go out and do THIS!" He's so right. Some days I think I need to be chained up. Or at least drop all these people in my life that enable me. One day I will be strong enough to get a new phone number but obviously not this day!
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 Anonymous37780, Mcrforlife, Nammu, PsychNitrous
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#2
May 09, 2016, 01:55 AM
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Rx Dear, don't be ashamed of this post.. for it is reaching out and accountability. You did the right thing. With MI's we tend to say one thing but do another. We are not even aware that we do it. Yesterday is behind you so relax and start over today. I have faith in you (((hugs))) Blessings and tc
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May 09, 2016, 02:27 AM
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*hugs* thinking of you
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#4
May 09, 2016, 08:28 PM
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I literally didn't wake up till 6pm today and I was hungover. I feel like such a loser. I had two more adderall left and took them. Back on the wagon tomorrow I promise.
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May 10, 2016, 09:23 AM
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How are you feeling today RX? Sending u good vibes of wellness!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#6
May 10, 2016, 10:22 AM
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I'm good. Thank you for asking! It's a new day and I'm climbing back on the wagon
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May 10, 2016, 10:22 PM
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Rx, hope that you are feeling better today. I know how you feel...I felt like the biggest loser on earth when I screwed up a few weeks ago visiting my dad out of town. I have been doing good since. I know that I have to keep on trying. The fact that you realize these mistakes and are reaching out for help is very important. You are trying. It took me ten long years of trying to get clean, to finally get clean...and I still fell off the wagon after 9 months of totally being clean. It's hard. I think that overcoming addiction is one of the HARDEST battles anyone can overcome. Keep your head up and try your best to just take it one hour, one day at a time. I don't like to drone on like an NA meeting, but thinking about it like that has helped me a lot.
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May 15, 2016, 12:22 PM
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Glad to hear you are back on the wagon xo
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