Let it all out.

My life is so messed up, I just feel so low. I have no job, I tried to hold them but struggle with the cause they made my anixity 10 and when that happens I have pantic attack, mermory problems, and the paranoid that I'm doing everything wrong and then they fire me. I have learning problems as well and that just adds to my anixity.

Lately all I feel is anixity! I can't exscape it. My home life is very streeful, I live with my older sister and she has the biggest heart and the world, and we help each out but me helping her with her children is very overwhelming; add to the fact that I feel like a burden for living they anyways, not paying any rent or buying food.

Than there my second biggest is learning to drive. I'm 23 and I don't drive. I put it off and now I truly fear it, I know I need to learn to free some freedom but the fear is there all the same.

This is horrible hard, I keep trying to feel better but get now where. I feel like my past and future are basically the same thing, no difference. I even contacted the Samaritan( A help suicidal email help line.) I'm just so confused! I want a batter life, but with the depression and anixity, OCD, sleep problems, and other problems. I just don't see a good life right now.

Sorry If this is hard to understand, I did my best.

Lilithlee, you did post here at PC forums. That is good.

It is good to hear from you. I understand your feelings about feeling frustrated. I did understand your post. You did ok.

I wrote this to tell you, I read your post. I hope your day goes better tomorrow.

I wish there was something helpful I could give you. That could make you feel better about things. I guess I believe in you.

Again, don't be afraid to post anything you want to express here at PC. That's what PC is for-to give support to PC members. OK?

((((Lilithlee)))), I understamd this is a really rough time in your life. I know its hard to feel worthwhile in that situation. I used to live with my sister and take care of her kids. You do the best you can. You are my friend. Things will get easier for you. I'm sorry I javent seen you around the forums. Be proud of yourself for seeking help! I didn't look for the right kind of help at that age. You are on your way.. you will get there. Find something you like to do for yourself today. Live in that moment. If its a cup of tea or drawing a picture, anything to release some anxiety..then take some big breaths and stay in that moment. Keep posting

Sorry to hear, But there is hope My suggestion would be take it day by day. Maybe look into finding a good church for yourself to heal your spiritual soul & it may help uou find further guidance. Try setting one goal or two goals a day to accomplish something towards what you want to achieve. Just because something isn't happening for you right now doesn't mean it won't happen at all...don't forget to be patient & love yourself each and every day.

My son is having problems like yours, with the anxiety and all. He is starting to use alcohol to cope and i don't know how to stop him. we don't allow it in our house, he is tall and skinny, so if he has only 2 beers he is smashed.I really don't know what else to do, but i am praying that he continues to go see a t and doctor as he signed up for one through the college. His biological dad is an alchoholic, and he is already following in his foot steps.