Anxiety Daily Check-In point #6

Goforward · Feb 05, 2019, 09:09 AM

Trying hard to suppress it but it's always there.

Feb 05, 2019, 09:36 AM

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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I have money issues that I haven’t had in a couple years. I’m trying to figure out some things with SSDI and in the meantime I’m not sure if I’ll owe them back the money they have paid me. So that’s all in the savings. I have a phone call with them in 1.5 weeks and then I’ll have the all my questions answered. My work checks haven’t been enough since I can’t work over a certain amount of hours because of SS. Plus last week my hours were bad because of the weather. So money has just been very tight for me. So I have a lot of anxiety because of that.

money issues suck

but also part of my daily life

grrrr.

Feb 05, 2019, 09:37 AM

I am not anxious today.

depression is shadowing it

Fuzzybear · Feb 05, 2019, 02:52 PM

Medication

it’s not going away. That I “need” it but my body will not tolerate it. It’s not going away

Mountaindewed · Feb 05, 2019, 07:10 PM

I have a ton of anxiety among other things. I figured out I’m dealing with PMDD. It’s going to be a rough 1.5 weeks. And that’s if I even get my period on time or at all. I haven’t gotten it before on my birth control.

88Butterfly88 · Feb 05, 2019, 09:36 PM

Anxiety wasn't too bad today. I got my prescription filled in time too.

Feb 06, 2019, 09:14 PM

After 3 days of raging waves of mulitple panic attacks, I received my first dose of Ativan today. Now, I feel nothing. Nothing at all. Nothing bad, good, or indifferent.

Feb 07, 2019, 05:06 AM

yesterday afternoon (late afternoon early evening), the building next door to mine went up in flames, so currently their's a lot of smoke in the air

windows are closed just in case. don't want the fire getting here

hopefully the firemen will sort it and soon I can have the windows open again

Mountaindewed · Feb 07, 2019, 08:03 PM

My anxiety wasn’t too bad today.

zapatoes · Feb 08, 2019, 12:06 AM

Anxious today and didn’t like what I wore to work and felt self conscious and was tired on top of that so tough day.

Feb 08, 2019, 09:33 AM

After my experiences with panic attacks this week, I'm afraid that anything I do will cause them to come back. Logic says this is irrational. Reason says **** logic.

Mountaindewed · Feb 08, 2019, 01:23 PM

I have bad health anxiety and it is acting up today. This time I feel like I have a right to be concerned since I am actually sick. I have a couple infections loss of appetite, stomach pains. I just feel like crap. I’m worried I have leukemia even though it’s just a reaction to the antibiotics, and just general cold symptoms.

88Butterfly88 · Feb 09, 2019, 09:50 PM

Wasn't too anxious today.

Turtle_Rider · Feb 10, 2019, 06:25 AM

another day, another anxiety.

I always thought once I got a job, my anxiety would stop. It won't. Once I conquered one, another one will show up. It'll never end....

Mountaindewed · Feb 10, 2019, 03:44 PM

I can’t really tell if what I’m feeling is anxiety or not. I know I’m really anxious about the tax return situation. But it’s out of my hands and I’m just trying to relax until my Uncle can get them done for me. Besides that I can’t really tell what else is anxiety. I can’t hear much. And a lot of my anxiety is me thinking people are talking about me. And mishearing conversations. So if I can’t actually hear much of any type of conversations then it’s kind of like problem solved. Ya know?

Feb 10, 2019, 04:00 PM

I finally told that woman how she made me feel (I saw her this afternoon)

not sure how she took it really, sounded quite difensive. we'll just have to see

I feel bad though, she's trying to help me and I'm saying she makes me anxious

Mountaindewed · Feb 12, 2019, 06:13 PM

My anxiety is bad because of my money situation. I have a phone call with SS on Friday. I’m hoping to get my taxes done this weekend. I just have to wait and see.

Mountaindewed · Feb 13, 2019, 04:36 PM

I just keep getting hit with all these financial things. I hope things work out for me eventually. I just found out that because it’s the first time I’m having it filled this year and because I have to meet my deductible, one of my medications is going to cost me $164.

Mountaindewed · Feb 16, 2019, 08:24 PM

My financial situation is secured. It’s in much better shape then I was expdcfibut my anxiety is now high because I get my period on Monday. I want to take a second Xanax but I really am trying to only take one a day. I don’t want to get below 70. I think I have about 104 left and I can get it refilled on the 10th of March.

Feb 17, 2019, 04:49 PM

I am feeling paronoyed today.

or I am this evening

I am getting a strong feeling I am being watched by someone (on this forum, who may or may not be a member)

it's complicated to explain

I was fine this morning.. it was the evening when it set in

Mountaindewed · Feb 17, 2019, 08:39 PM

I had some stress and anxiety this morning. But everyone around me did and was voicing their concerns. So it wasn’t just me. This afternoon and tonight I’ve been fine.

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019, 08:52 PM

My anxiety has been a lot better today. It was really bad for awhile, I'm hoping cutting back from caffeine helps. I love the rush of energy I get from it but I need to slow down, I practically live on coffee