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i'm off to the races it seems... damn it. i got triggered in session with T today... toward the end, and when it happens i start to lose bits of what he is saying... i get more confused... typically by the time i get home i am dripping in anxiety.. ready to panic.
and so... here i am... full blown panic.. i can barely think enough to type. i can't settle it down. Tomorrow i have to be at the court house... starting divorce proceedings.. that's bad enough, you know? That is enough to freak me out... and now... now i am just unable to calm down. i try to cap the anxiety... i do try... breathing, journal, my lists of things to calm me... but it can happen so fast and once it hits.. i'm screwed... can't do anything once it hits a certain point... and guess which point i am at? i've got multiple health problems... it isn't just a matter of straightening out my thinking, some of it is just not in my hands i hate my life sometimes
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can you do some jumping jacks or sumthin' like that, candika?? i'm serious...exercise in place if you have to. it'll burn up that adrenaline.
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no.. i can't..
![]() this sucks... anxiety and panic in waves thanks for answering tho.. means something to me ![]()
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![]() ![]() ![]() “This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” -His Holiness, the Dalai Lama I will not kneel, not for anyone. I am courageous, strong and full of light. Find someone else to judge, your best won't work here. |
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Control your breathing...do you know how to meditate? It's pretty easy...just sit down and concentrate on your breathing. Thoughts will intrude, but keep your focus on your breath as you inhale and exhale.
Perhaps that is too much effort. But the slow breathing is really important to get out of a panic-type situation. |
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So you dissociated after getting triggered? Long term, working on that trigger in therapy will help. Yeah, health problems and anxiety don't go well together do they? Are the beginning of divorce preceedings feeding into it too?
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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(((((((((((((( Candika ))))))))))))))
I am sending you loads of hugs ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() How are you feeling today? How did things go? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Candika, when I have my really bad panic attakcs, I go into my bathroom and turn out the light (it's the only room in the house that gets compleate darkness) and I meditate. Most of the time it works sometimes it does'nt and i have to take my panic pill (xanax) to help me.
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