Omg! Psychotic!

I've been to the PER and it's a fat lot of watching people in the waiting room look crazier than you. Lol

I know if my doctor told me to take rispiridone again I'd be medically uncompliant... I've got good reason. But other antipsychs did help, maybe your doctor hasn't found the right combo yet?

Haldol anybody? Sheesh

Hey Moose,

God its not going well for you since I last checked in. I am sorry about this. Can you go to the hospital?

Are you feeling unsafe?

I'm glad there's an explanation for people being otherwise engaged. Sometimes we can get so paranoid that we think our friends are against us, and we push them away, when really they were only busy with their own stuff. Glad you've got some explanationas to what happend.

Sorry the ER didn't work out. It always frightens me that if I'm "well" enough to go ER the won't listen, and if I'm too poorly I'll curl in on myself and not let on to anybody that I need help.

Hope you are okay, I keep thinking about you today... Are you any nearer resolution with your doctors etc? I know their default position is daft...but one of them has to be able to help?

Well I didn't go to ER today. I was speaking in general from my last visit a year ago. My dr hasn't contacted me at all since she relayed her message through the PER nurse. Maybe she will Monday. But I feel like since I was so beligerant about antipsychs last time she won't. Thank you for thinking of me!

God I feel tired. I'm gonna go home now. I hope no more talking "radio".

OK Moose,

Hopefully you can have a more relaxing night ok... please keep written on here its past 1am here but I am prob on here for a wee while and as you can see you have people on here who care for you and who will answer your posts ok...

Take care

xxx

I am so happy for that, Laura!!

Your welcome xxx

Home.... Having cereal.

Enjoy your cereal.... I am still up the joys of insomnia

Only 8:45 here. Pm ;-) I hope I can sleep . I warned my pdoc more than once that I wasn't sleeping well and I guess it caught up to me. Too little too late.

Awe wish it was 8:45pm here its 1:50am. I havent took my sleeping tablet as I dont feel agitated but unsure if I want to take it.

Hopefully you can sleep and have a relaxing evening

Thanks. . I know the old "it's late but should I take the trazodone (or whatever)?"

we're getting an ice storm tomorrow afternoon- just about the time I'm supposed to drive my youngest an hour south to a Boychoir convert he's in. Don't think it will happen but they'll wait till the last minute to email us to say so. Oh well save me gas. :-)

Concert cancelled. Doing ok today. Spent 3 hours with a friend reading magazines and talking. Snow storm here. Feeling ok. But still feeling effects of stress. Body sore. Wondering if my pdoc will have anything to say tomorrow about recent events. Meaningwill she call me to talk about it. *shrug*. I thought psychosis was a red flag...

Hey Moose,

I am sooo glad your feeling ok today. The concert being cancelled was a blessing in disguise as you got to spend it with a friend

Hope you remain ok for rest of the day.

I hope also that your P-Doc calls you if not maybe you can call her?

I might call her tomorrow. I feel anxious still. Headache. Chills. Emotionally ok though. Terrible weather. Home cooking steak I splurged on.

I called 3 hours ago. Let's see if she calls back. I also have a migraine but I've had thise and just took meds for it. It will make me very sleepy and I'll nap.

Good Luck Moose,

Hope your P-doc gets back to you!!

thanks. Might be all day. As in about four hours fr now.

pdoc called! She said the communication got mixed up with the er nurse. I told her what happened. She listened and said I'm rechecking my lithium levels in a week. And that I'm upping my lithium by one pill per day. And I'm seeing her in a couple weeks.

Stress! Back to ativan....

Oh dear. (((hugs)))

Ativan helping. Tv. Chatting.

Found this. Worrisome as I also had my leg and arm going "parkinsons" fri night.

http://www.epilepsy.com/node/482380