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Mar 10, 2011, 02:21 PM
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 I feel like im gonna snap, like im gonna have a melt down, and this is with 3 mg of xanax. I hate being home alone, im tired of crying, im tired of my ex husband driving me to insanity and I cant wait to see the pdoc tomorrow. I hate waking up in the morning dreading the day. IM tired of dr appts , i had 1 tues 1 wed that was a surgery to drain an absess, yea that was realllll pleasant, one today, and 3 tomorrow. on one hand im glad im out of the house but doing things like grocery shopping and landry is enuf to drive me crazy, just drives me to a really bad spot, I used to have the strength to deal with this, ive been at the bottom of the tunnel before and gotten myself out but never like this before, this depression is really debilitating, and now I find out I cant start my new job for atleast 2 more weeks, due to the shots I need ( hense all the dr appts) I just wish i could get my **** together and have a job that will support me and my daughter.So even though i got a job i got to find a second one because this one isnt going to pay the bills. I took it mainly to get out of the house and its better than nothing
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Mar 10, 2011, 02:52 PM
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I'm so sorry you are going through so much. I know what it's like to be so low...I'm right there with ya.
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Mar 10, 2011, 03:00 PM
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what do u do to make urself feel a little better?
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Mar 10, 2011, 03:04 PM
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Sorry you're going through this. Is there someone in your life that you enjoy being with? When I'm depressed I just force myself to do the things that normally would bring me joy (going to the stables, exercising). Perhaps getting out for a walk would help? I hope you're feeling better soon.
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Mar 10, 2011, 03:13 PM
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I would love to go for a walk but its tooo darned cold out, my best friend whom i used to visit weekly just got a full time job so really I dont have many people to talk to, I go to my moms house on Saturday nights, i look forward to that, as i look forward to seeing my T every week, simply because it gives me some adult interaction. I do have my neighbor whose old enough to be my mom but all she seeems to want to do is talk about herself. I think i need some more friends!
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Mar 10, 2011, 09:22 PM
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You may want to try a support group in your area. Good to get out.
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Mar 11, 2011, 03:27 AM
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Is sleeping an option until you get to see your pdoc tomorrow?
If I'm feeling low, I need to do my best to distract myself - movies, books, horses, computer games, friends .. |
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Mar 11, 2011, 11:00 AM
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sleeping is an optin if i take a few xanax , otherwise I have horrendous insomnia. If I could ide sleep the day away, its the only time I dont feel bad. my most favorite time of the day , the only time of the day I dont feel horrible is when me and my daughter go upstais and get ready for bed and just lay in bed and cuddle. if i could freeze that moment I would. My daughter gives me a reason to wake up in the morning, but as soon as she goes to school, im back to being lonely and depressed. all my friends work full time, so all i get to look forward to is dr appts, and well, thats not exactly fun. I cant wait to see my pdoc today though
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