[venusss]

things have been weird lately. Plain weird.

I am having bit of ideninty crisis (silly me getting all blue about a census sheet... and all the "who am I? what shall I do? what do i want to do? what am I capable of? where shall I live? What to believe in?)... and other things. Don't really wanna be specific... but why do they have to all happen at once? what is the universe trying to tell me?

I am usually good at having my "energetic shield", but today it's just not there, I cannot seem to create my bubble... I don't know if it's me being bit sick physically... but I feel bit vulnerable at the moment (not in that way).

Not sure if I should just sit with the feelings for a while, or if I should push myself to be productive (though the work I can be productive in is mighty depressive, lol).

Just need some good vibes. Is all.

[blueoctober]

Originally Posted by VenusHalley

Just need some good vibes. Is all.

Sending you positive vibes Venus

[lynn P.]

(((VenusHalley))) - I think those are important, deep questions. In the Q&A section we get many young people who are graduating high school or in university/college who ask themselves these very questions. They also feel intimidated by the whole 'where do I belong and what am I going to do with my life' thoughts. It's most intense for young men because they perceive themselves as bread winners, but it also happens to young women who perceive themselves as very independent - like you.

At this age it a 'transition time' in most young peoples lives. They go from being dependent on their parents in high school to making important decisions about what kind of job, relationships, possibility of ever having kids etc, etc. All these questions and possibilities can seem over whelming at times. If you're having doubts academically then maybe speaking to a career or school counselor would be good. It's normal to have these questions / doubts and you can decide if they need serious consideration. Sending good vibes your way.

[venusss]

Lynn... I have already one degree (bachelor's in humanities) and i am getting my master's. There's no school counselors here either... I don't think they could help (I tried to find advice last year when i was searching job on the dept. of employment... and nada...

and this goes beyond that... I am about to start dabbling into religions again... I am questioning some of my ideologies... and so on and so on.

[lynn P.]

That's great VenusHalley about getting your masters. Yes I understand the idea of religions can be tricky for some. I was born one and converted to another - now I don't feel loyal to either. For me I'm resolved to not really feeling a kinship with one in particular - it seems I always find something to question lol.

At the present for me - I believe I can still be spiritual but not be attached to one in particular - I feel I can be just as religious/spiritual. Maybe there's one out there for me but I haven't found it yet. I know it might not suit someone else. Good luck finding the answers. As you can see I haven't mention any religion so I'm following the guidelines lol