[LaraLynn]

I was doing fine, but that is gone now. All I feel is empty lost and hopeless. I had a glimpse that things could be ok that maybe I could feel normal, but now all of that has been shredded and I am raw and hurting. I and useless. I have to wait until the 13th to see my Pdoc and try to make it until then. I have meds, but they aren't enough it seems. I am so very sad.

LaraLynn! I'm glad to see you back with us at the forums (it's been awhile!), but so sorry to hear you are feeling so badly. You are most definitely NOT useless! Wishing I had a magic wand to give that voice of depression a big zap for telling you such lies...

[SunReach]

It can be very hard waiting for these appointments when you need them now.
I know it's not easy but try to be kind to yourself and do some things you normally enjoy even though you don't feel like it...Really simple things...Like watching a film or taking a walk..At least one per day! That way the passing of time will be related to something more positive than just getting through each day...I don't know, I may be talking nonsense but have a go

You are definitely NOT useless!! Keep reminding that to yourself...

[LaraLynn]

Originally Posted by Innerzone

LaraLynn! I'm glad to see you back with us at the forums (it's been awhile!), but so sorry to hear you are feeling so badly. You are most definitely NOT useless! Wishing I had a magic wand to give that voice of depression a big zap for telling you such lies...

I thought that it would help if I had some friends to help me right now and I would feel better knowing I wasn't alone. I read through some posts last night and then waking up to your support was wonderful...thank you so much!!!

[LaraLynn]

Originally Posted by SadRobot

It can be very hard waiting for these appointments when you need them now.
I know it's not easy but try to be kind to yourself and do some things you normally enjoy even though you don't feel like it...Really simple things...Like watching a film or taking a walk..At least one per day! That way the passing of time will be related to something more positive than just getting through each day...I don't know, I may be talking nonsense but have a go

You are definitely NOT useless!! Keep reminding that to yourself...

I have been trying to work on stuff around the house. I watch my 3 year old during the day. Today we have to run out to the store and she loves to go out so that will be good and it will give me and excuse get dressed. I just would rather climb into bed and stay, but I am so depressed that being alone is scary right now so getting out is better so I am happy for today. Thank you for posting. I really appreciate the support I need it right now!