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May 23, 2011, 11:32 AM
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My mood is getting lower and I am getting more desparate by the day. I have isolated myself totally for days and I feel like everyone has turned their back on me. Sui......is on my mind more and more. I just want to be done with all this pain and suffering. It seems that all that I have worked for is gone and happiness is not within my reach again. I am going to get the house and things straight today and see where I go from here. I have no one to turn to. I have burned all the bridges I have crossed and no one sees me as anything except crazy. I know I am rambling and I am sorry. I just have no one to talk to and I am so alone.
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#2
May 23, 2011, 11:36 AM
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Talk to me i feel the same way sometimes and have come very very very close to sui..... so talk with me tell me whats on your mind
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#3
May 23, 2011, 11:49 AM
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Is there someone you can call, a T or Pdoc to discuss what your thinking about? I wish I could take the pain and suffering away from you. 
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#4
May 23, 2011, 11:54 AM
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Thanks. I do not have a therapist. No money or insurance. If i call the dr. I will be back in the hospital but due to no insurance it would be the state hospital which is horrible. I just feel like I am as low as I can go now in my life. I worked all my life and for the last 20 years was able to make a good living with nothing to show for it now. I have burned my bridges and can not find a job. I have almost no money left and have nowhere to go. No one understands how i feel. I know that sui.....is not the answer but I dont have a clue how to help myself anymore. I just sit here in this apartment until I get kicked out.
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May 23, 2011, 04:16 PM
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Is there one person that already knows your struggles? Good time to call them. If not, maybe one friend you might feel would be open to listening to you...
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Direction  Ripple Effect - Small things can make a difference Last edited by Direction; May 23, 2011 at 04:17 PM. Reason: major typos |
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#6
May 23, 2011, 05:26 PM
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Thanks to everyone. I just do not feel like I can reach out to old friends yet. I disappointed alot of people with my sui....attempt. I still do not feel like I ready to reach out and I do have one friend who listen but she has a lot going on right now so I dont want to be a bother. I will be out of my house tomorrow and hopefully I will continue to find things to keep me busy and going until I get out this phase of depression. I appreciate all the support I get on PC.
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#7
May 24, 2011, 08:39 AM
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When we are down our thoughts are distorted and all hope is gone, but it is not reality, reality is somewhere in between the lies of our lows and highs. There are people who care about you and there are people who will help you.
You don't have to solve all your problems now, just take each day as it comes, don't borrow tomorrows troubles today.
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 I can do all things through him who gives me strength
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#8
May 24, 2011, 11:10 AM
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jack123
No great words of wisdom here-just wanted to say I "hear" you. Please hang in there-you are of value and worth, just because you are you. Keep writing. |
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May 24, 2011, 02:54 PM
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My mood has been better today. Forced out of the house for first day of a new job. Still alot of anxiety hoping I can pay some bills before everything gets shut off. Been out of work for 2 months. Here's to a new beginning.
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May 24, 2011, 02:54 PM
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I do appreciate all the support I get here.
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#11
May 24, 2011, 07:21 PM
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how did the new job go?
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