[Miss Laura]

Hey guys,

I have been doing good and feeling good, but there is always that niggiling sad/low feeling within me. Today I started to cry over stupid things.

1. I missed my bus and had to wait 5 more minutes to catch the next one
2. My new winter boots have no grips on them and I was slipping and sliding on the ice
3. I remembered someone who isn't in my life anymore

Grrrrrrr!!!!

I took an anxiety attack while in town with my Mum today. We were in Marks & Spencer's and I took unwell and by the time I got home I was doubled over in agony and really unwell.

Don't know if I am just having an off time or if I am starting to feel depressed?

Just venting really but any advice etc would be muchly appreciated

[AniManiac]

(((Miss Laura)))

I have been crying for no reason for the last couple of days. I'm definitely feeling a little depressed. Working on getting meds straightened out but it's very slow.

No good advice, sorry - just wanted to let you know that I know how you feel.

[Rosie23]

Feeling that way myself. Sucks to be at work and all of a sudden I am holding back the tears. And in a little while it goes away. Only to come back again. And in between I am fine to a tad manic. The daily roller coaster is the pits. I hope as I increase my meds that it gets better.
No solution either, but I understand how you feel.

[faerie_moon_x]

I hear you! The smallest stressful things set me off crying, too. I think it is probably a combination of stress, being in that season with less sunlight, and the usually rollercoaster we all have to deal with.

I do hope you feel better! It is good to get it out and vent, too.

[Miss Laura]

Thanks guys,

Guess that's one constellation that other people are also dealing with it too.... I just can't shift it. Yesterday I was crying over stupid things and today I find it the same. I was in a supermarket and I get a text from my friend whom I am meant to be out with tonight for a Christmas gossip and exchange presents. She texts me at 1030am and says she is skinto and can't make it. We have booked a table at a resturant and I texted her on Monday as I know what she is like. So she has cancelled on me yet again. I am standing in the supermarket nearly in tears. Had to hold them back Then I get home and Mum and I are sitting and she was telling me some really good news and I burst into tears and couldn't stop. My Mum starts asking if I feel sad or depressed and I said to be honest I don't know. I really don't know. My friend has just texted me now 3pm and said she can not make it she would need to ask for money from her boyfriend and she doesn't want to do that.... grrr!!!

She always forgets about going out with me hence the texting the week of the meal. I am really upset today. My Sister is not in house this weekend she is visiting her Boyfriend so I am left with my folks which is like every other day of the week. I am sick of this stupid life. Stupid emotions go away

[MissMousey]

ya...sucks to ride the roller coaster that never seems to stop...grrrr...I hear you. Also crying at the drop of a hat, over nothing, over everything...I am sorry your friend cancelled on you...sending you a big hug! Hope your weekend goes well...