Tired of posting about feeling bad.

I am so friggen tired of posting about how bad I feel. I wish just for once I could be posting about my happiness.. joy.. peace. But I can rarely do that. I just wish for ONCE I could feel good inside. I wish just for ONCE that I could like me. I wish for just ONE time that my life felt like it mattered to me and everyone else around me. Just once... I wish I could be a happy healthy person with a happy healthy mind.

Jenn

Just forget it. I'm going away.

Please come back, Jenn...I would have posted something, you know that, but I'm too busy feeling bad myself!

Must be the moon! O-w-w-o-o-ooooo!!!

DJ

((((((((((((((Jenn))))))))))))))) I too hope you soon can feel happy again. It is hard for me to imagine that ever happening when I am down so low. But it will. Please wait for it to happen and don't give up. You are so worth it. Try and see you as the person we all do. Please take care.

jenn, i'm sorry. i was gone all afternoon and didn't see your post. i understand your feelings totally. last week was really bad for me and i got so tired of being that way. and i think what really affects us is that we so want to be better and get really frustrated over our inability to snap our fingers and be well. i wish i could help you make it go away. love, pat

No, please don't go away. I think many of us can relate to how you feel right now, remember, the "present" becomes the "past", so hang in there, be kind to yourself.
About 6-7yrs ago, I just melted down,having so many feelings you have stated, pdoc.,meds., and therapy pulled me through, but the biggest thing was time, time can be our friend, besides foe, today, I am happy I chose time.
It is good if you post when you feel down, one doesn't have to only post when things are great. Talking things out, can help sometimes instead of bottling things up.
ALWAYS feel free to hang out here or PM me if you wish.
Take care dear lady,
Roe

((((((((((((((( MP ))))))))))))))))

I wasn't upset because no one responded. Thanks you guys. I was just conveying my frustrations from my present situation at home. Things are so hard for me right now, and I don't know what to do. It's good to know that all of you understand, but sad to know that anyone else has to go through this. I like what you said though, DE. The present BECOMES the past. That is something I need to keep in mind. I WILL be happy someday, and I have to just keep pushing forward until I get to that point. I'm glad I have all of you to help me do that. You are all so special to me and I am blessed to have you in my life.

Much Love, Jenn

<font color="blue"> One more thing. I didn't mean to upset anyone yesterday. That was truly not my intention. I am so happy to have you all caring about me. So, I didn't mean to hurt anyone or scare anyone or make anyone feel bad in any way. So, I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart!! </font>

<font color="purple">(((((Jenn)))))))) Try to keep positive, I know it is so difficult to do so.... But keep trying... I never heard that before, " the present becomes the past" but I like that and will keep that in mind when I am going thru a rough patch. I hope your situation gets better real soon! Hugs and love!!!!! </font>

{{{{{{MP}}}}}}}}

"the present becomes the past", I think it's an original, by Roe, but I'm sure it's been said before.
I based that from where I've been,where I'm now in my life,and where I'm going.
Always trying to keep the faith, the downsides will pass, and the flipside of that (better times) will follow. . . really they will, just takes time.
Hang in there y'all.

Love to everyone here,
Roe

I hope you are feeling better today sweetie!

(((((((((((((MP))))))))))))

Never feel bad about telling us how you feel, if that was how it worked I think they would have kicked us all out. but really nothing is worse than that empty pit thay call hitting rock bottom because God knowes people who say that have not been there yet and sometimes I think some one digs out a few more levels for us to fall. I am always too scared to look and see if there is any further to fall. Where ever you are it just plain sucks! I would say feel better but when I feel Really Bad I do not want to hear even that! I feel bad for saying that but it is true, I do not say it to hurt all the well wishers, I would never do that. LOVE YOU GUYS, HOLD ON JENN!!!

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It's good to know that all of you understand, but sad to know that anyone else has to go through this. I like what you said though, DE. The present BECOMES the past. That is something I need to keep in mind. I WILL be happy someday, and I have to just keep pushing forward until I get to that point. I'm glad I have all of you to help me do that. You are all so special to me and I am blessed to have you in my life.

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I know that I am relatively new here but this is what I love about this community. Everyone sticks up for one another. I hope that things are going well for you MP and I will always be here for you if you ever need to talk. PM me anytime.