PER again - NO HELP!!!! *TRIGGER*

Hang in there Moose (((( HUGS )))))

I'm at Starbucks hanging out while my eldest is at the movies.

Wrote another email to nonbf. I just want us to stop all this. Its wearing me down so much.

I have a voice lesson in two hours. I hope it goes well. I am still feeling depressed. We'll see what happens in terms of the celexa. Nothing so far.

Enjoy starbucks and your voice lesson

I hope so. Starbucks is good. Chat with friend! Haven't practiced - was off last week.

Hang in there, Moose! Your nonbf is using your stress to his advantage this week, and that's down right mean.

If it were me, I'd cut communication off with a simple goodbye email, then refuse to take any further emails, voice mails, texts, etc. It would be pretty hard to delete that stuff without reading it, but the final break has to come sometime. Maybe when I was doing better, I might talk to him, but certainly not while he was using my illness to be more mean to me... But that's just if it were me. I've had to do it before, with a friend that had become toxic to me. It was pretty d*** hard, but I did survive.

The celexa make take a week or so to build up in your system to a therapeutic level. Most ad's don't work immediately.

Hugs,
Buggs

Buggy he doesn't even believe I'm bipolar. Says his first wife was and she's nothing like me. I've said that I take meds but it fell on deaf ears.

Cutting off all ties makes my so sad when I think of it.

Whatever your condition is, he shouldn't be comparing you to his ex. I wish I had better relationship advice for you, other than to say I hope things work out between you, but if he's going to keep treating you like this an ultimatum may be in order.

I hope you enjoyed your voice lesson at least. Singing is great stress relief, it's so relaxing.

Nacht, I didn't have a voice lesson. She wasn't there. Oh well.

On a brighter note, I got free pizza! Went to get an order and it was really busy. They handed me our order plus two extra pizzas! I didn't realize till I had left. Bonus! Pizza party!

When he'd compared me to his ex that made me feel invalidated. He thinks I just need to do yoga, etc.

I don't want to make you feel worse! anyway, it was just a suggestion to get him off your back. Sorry that it makes you so sad to think about it!

I think my T is mad at me. I called her half way through my appointment because I missed my alarm! She said shed call back if she had the next appointment cancel but no call yet. I'm ready to go though.

So she fit me in for noon and now she's 4 mins late. I was 20 mins early! Lol

Ouch. You probably did make her mad, waiting for you to arrive and all. I wouldn't worry too much, T's are used to this kind of stuff, and tend to get over it rather quickly. (Unless you have a very rare grudge holding T). If she doesn't call you by the end of the day, give her a call to reschedule your appt.