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Sep 04, 2012, 03:44 PM
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....seems a sudden thing yeah?
if anyone here knows madness then sudden is even a slow motion experience right? I agree with me and slowly too but I quickly figured out why! these enormous brain quakes are killing me I am getting many more of them lately I am at supreme cerebral peak and nothing is happening around me I am the underskull rockstar in my own pathetic life! it's also happening that when I collapse I cannot get up so easily I feel like I am dying and it's always what I wanted so why should I be surprised and even SHARE this madness this is exactly what I must keep to myself but I believe that my overdone undone might have some meaning ...and is that all what we want from our lives? |
 Anonymous32897, roads
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Sep 04, 2012, 03:49 PM
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Sometimes we all need a timeout or our brains and our hearts will explode.
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Sep 04, 2012, 04:19 PM
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Sep 04, 2012, 04:45 PM
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seems like we both need time out swerps
like darky said...or brainbusting I have to listen at this stage of the game  and the world is damned if it don't let us |
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Sep 04, 2012, 06:17 PM
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Yes "Sweepy" it is damned if we care for us and damned if we don't care for....well us again. Cruel place to be stuck.
and "Dubble", this world has been damned a long time, but this world we are in here would be damned past hell without your out of this world insight. Sometimes we have to force the world to get our time outs.....kinda like here. |
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Sep 06, 2012, 09:58 AM
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To not care anymore? Hmmmmm... I think my left arm would be a good sacrifice for that. Maybe my legs too lol.
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Sep 06, 2012, 10:47 AM
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I'm sorry you are down Monkey
I know when I was at my ultra-low moment that I pulled back from just about everyone. Sometimes we all need a Hard Boot, if the Reset does not cut it... |
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#8
Sep 06, 2012, 10:38 PM
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I think I know what I meant now?
I want to care about things...new things, or even the same things but in a completely new and different way. I don't think I ever knew how to care but stressing I can do! like....just a basic one: i care about the landlords inspection for my flat and I know I will make sure it's all up to scratch. ...but for days and days I stress about it and then I feel like just trashing the place and going to live with the animals! the stress I add to caring makes me dysfunctional...this I don't want anymore. it's not about giving up, I woulda' done that already |
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Sep 06, 2012, 10:42 PM
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I know the feeling, but what would we be if we didn't care?
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Sep 06, 2012, 10:45 PM
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James
I honestly believe if we could all get a 30 break from our minds every day .. we would all be able to deal with life so much better ... 30 minutes out of a 24 hour day... ahhhh thats the dream I hold onto. Keep keeping on 
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Sep 06, 2012, 10:56 PM
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#12
Sep 06, 2012, 10:58 PM
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"Dubble", you hang out with us and care what we have to say and care if we're listening, and does this make you want to trash your link to us, like you want to do to your flat? NO. Why? because it makes you feel good and gives you a little (or big) sense of purpose. Just like making your flat up to scratch. Sometimes caring about something little may seem useless, but if you care about it and forget it then it doesn't bother you, and when someone notices and then you remembered you cared, the reward in your mind will be that much larger. It's kind of like the pay-it-forward thing......do something nice for someone and then they will feel nice and do something nice for someone else, and then it just goes on and on. Eventually it will find its way back to you in another form. Then the reward is GIGANTIC, or in your world...GALLACTIC! Small things get BIG.
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