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If I understand, your mother spent $15 000 on a trip within 2 weeks and it is because of that that you have financial problems?

For financial problems, the only thing I can say to you is that you may take an appointement with some specialist in the domain.

Also, if I understand, your family left you alone in your teenage years?

If it is right, try to say to you that you didn't deserve that and it is always tough to being left alone.

I wish you the best of success!

Have a good night!

PS: I am speaking french so it is the reason why I have sometimes some difficulties to understand messages, but I am here to help other people around he
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Bonjour Perserverance,

Thank you for your reply, my financial struggles now are my own. My mother was talking about a time when I was a teen and homeless, that trip amd the money she spent was durring that time. However it is when she talks about it, as if it were a very happy memory, is what hurts.

I appreciate your kind words, and welcome to Psych Central. I hope you like it here, and nice to meet another Canadian.

My french is not good, but I will give it a try..

J'espere que vous avez bon nuit. Merci

I hope if my french is too bad you smile.

Thank you thank you guys sooo much!

Christina, I love you beautiful women! I know what you would do if you could, me too for you, no doubts at all, thank you.

DH and Blue I will try those methods out when I get back on track. Thank you both for that. Will not go to waste, promise. I have to admit that at the moment I am having trouble with comprehension, just soft brains right now.

IZ , I love you, you always seem to tie me a little closer to the ground somehow.

Well, I guess a public meltdown was totally in order. No better place for that than the hardware store right? But I dunno maybe it was good, because I try to keep my stuff to myself, and that is near impossible to deny when you are having a crazy meltdown in the middle of the store brought on by looking at paint. And a good place because I love hardware stores, they are a place I have always felt very comfortable in. I suppose at least now my bf knows how not ok I am doing, not very good at communicating that one. .........

See IZ, we all do it, I have many many times.

I feel a little better, maybe a little cathartic release in the presence of hammers and nails, lighting, all things that stand for new, building, strengthening, tethering....

We had a long summer too, just thinking about that, indian summer and then bam we got the cold fall instantly, no gradual build up. I never do very well with out time for transition in anything really.

I think I will be ok. what would I do with you all.... Ya I remeber, wasnt so good at all. I appreciate each one of you,brain is just a little mushy right now.. OMG it would be very bad indeed. I never feel totally alone anymore... I am gonna cry.