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Nov 18, 2012, 09:22 PM
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Putting brother in the grave tomorrow and I think I'll just jump in and let them bury me too. I'm so freaking stressed and my husbands stress don't help, not to mention my meds are slowly not working. Why couldn't it have been me? I don't want to die like he did but I wanna die regardless. Not sure how to express how really tired I am of fighting. When he passed he had such a peaceful look on his face. I want to feel that peace. You know everyone sais my family loves me and don't do it but...I'm the one who causes so much stress to them and they worrie so much. Why don't I just fix that? Hubby deserves someone who is adventurous and who likes the same things as him. Someone he could actually have fun with. He likes to go out at night and I'm in bed by 7. We are so different.
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Nov 18, 2012, 10:50 PM
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Sorry for your loss, Moodmuse.
Hang in there. You might feel like you're causing stress to your family members and you might feel like they would be better off without you. But it would be more painful for them to be without you.
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Nov 18, 2012, 10:54 PM
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Thanks for support
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Nov 18, 2012, 11:15 PM
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I am with Purpledaisy - to be without you would bring sorrow to them.
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Nov 18, 2012, 11:59 PM
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I'm so sorry for you loss
 Please be kind to yourself. You have alot happening right now. Stay safe
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Nov 19, 2012, 12:25 AM
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Sorry for your loss. In time you will learn to adjust to your new reality
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Nov 19, 2012, 02:49 AM
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I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.
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Nov 19, 2012, 04:58 AM
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you'll be fine tomorrow.
you can get through this |
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Nov 19, 2012, 03:46 PM
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I am very sorry for your loss.
 I agree with purpledaisy that losing you would be extremely stressful and heartbreaking. It's the type of stress some people never recover from. I know, I lost my mom 20 years ago. Just on Saturday my dad was telling me how much he loved her and he needs her to be here now, because she was the strong one. 20 years. So, no, it's not better to be gone.
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Nov 19, 2012, 04:24 PM
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((((( Moodmuse )))))
Grief is so hard, please be gentle with you and allow time.
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