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Dec 07, 2012, 11:13 PM
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Talk me out of self harm....
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Dec 08, 2012, 05:43 AM
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You poor dear. I'm not very good at these types of things since I believe that people will generally just do what they want, regardless of what anyone says or thinks. Especially over the internet! I mean, you don't know me, right?
Do you have kids? The one reason I could NEVERRR committ any act of self hard/suicide is because of my son. I think abt how weak and fragile I was as a youngster, and how that wouldve affected me. I could never do that to my own child. If you dont have kids, well ... here's another thing that I do. I write a letter. A "goodbye forever" letter, and I include everything Ive ever wanted to say to anyone EVER!! And when I am done I am usually bawling my freakin eyes out. Not because I am hurt ... but because of alll the people that I have hurt by what I've done. Suddenly I don't feel so selfish anymore. |
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Dec 08, 2012, 07:16 AM
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That's actually why I wanted to do it.. I wanted to hurt myself more than I hurt them.. but I didn't do it.
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Dec 08, 2012, 07:45 AM
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glad you didon't do it... what did you do in sted?
something healthy i hope? |
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Dec 08, 2012, 08:13 AM
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I agree I self harm or have in the past and I did it because I felt I deserve to hurt but ended up just hurting other people ,with worry and what not. I'm glad you didn't do it. I like the idea f writing a note it does help you realize who all you would hurt. I hope your doing better now. Please keep us updated.
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Dec 08, 2012, 08:55 PM
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I have done it before, but I haven't in over a year.. I was doing soo good. and then last night I almost broke it. I almost ruined everything. .. what did I do instead? I cried my eyes out for two hours straight and then on and off until around 4 a.m. while my friend was trying to talk me out of it... eventually I cried myself to sleep and then I kept myself busy, busy, busy all day today, I actually just now got home.
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Dec 08, 2012, 09:02 PM
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That's good to stay busy, I'm sorry your having such a rough go of it. I wish you the best and know you can work through it. You have in the past and you can now!
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#8
Dec 08, 2012, 09:08 PM
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Since I self harm I understand. Im glad you got through it with out giving in..
Glad you are ok....
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