[gary290]

Quiet inside my head today. Mood was more stable. Just tired. Goodnight

[bunnifoo]

Feeling very very anxious today and anti social. Also slept until 1 pm and stayed up way too late last night, didn't take my meds until almost 11:30 pm. Which is why I think I slept so late.

I did make myself get up and go run some errands, didn't manage any chores though and there are things I need to get done.

[Clinte89]

I'm feeling really good can't stop smiling I feel like I may be getting hypomanic, not sure though don't really care to be honest, I'm just gonna enjoy myself. That's all we gotta do is enjoy ourselves. Eh? Well have a goodnight friends. I don't think I'm bipolar anymore I feel to good lately to be bipolar. Sorry if I'm bragging. Love y'all night

[hentaywee]

So many dang emotions going on at the same time right now.... never thought it was possible to experience so many together. It's too much!!! So much to take in from multiple events today. Not sure whether to be excited, jealous, fearful, hopeful, relieved, anxious...Lord help me, the list keeps going and going. I know it'll ease up (always does), but this is freaking scary. Hate to admit I'm sippin on the drink tonight, only because I have a rare day with no appts tomorrow. Although a lot of phone calls and research will be in the works.

[Br0k3nW1ng3d]

I feel so isolated and sad. I am trying to lose myself in music so I dont get get stuck worrying about my T appointment tomorrow

[Victoria'smom]

I feel guilty for convincing pdoc to let me be w/o an antidepressant that actually works. I'm jealous that my cousin gets to see her T once a week. I'm mad at H for almost catching me "mis-behaving" for the first time in 9 mths.

i'm pissed off with amazon.

i tried all day yesterday (or most of it) to buy an mp3 from their store, but still can't download it.. managed to but it, but yeah.

ugg.. gonna try again today

[roads]

I hear about bipolar happies and wonder whether I'm diagnosed right! Yeah, I am ... BPII. Butirritation is all my hypomania ever delivers, grrr.

[Trippin2.0]

Originally Posted by Roadie

I hear about bipolar happies and wonder whether I'm diagnosed right! Yeah, I am ... BPII. Butirritation is all my hypomania ever delivers, grrr.

I am fortunate enough to get the happies, but if they last longer than 4 days, I get the irritation and agitation, so guess I just wanted to say I feel ya

I'm having a good day, discovered I dont need to run around mid month when we run out of money, I qualify for temp loans at my bank that I can request with my cellphone banking, woohoo, no more making myself small to ask family for loans! also, my EX SIL is out of my room, and house! Rekindling my friendship with ex bf is going well and work is less stressful too

Good days, good moods, hope they last a while

Originally Posted by Trippin2.0

I am fortunate enough to get the happies, but if they last longer than 4 days, I get the irritation and agitation, so guess I just wanted to say I feel ya

I'm having a good day, discovered I dont need to run around mid month when we run out of money, I qualify for temp loans at my bank that I can request with my cellphone banking, woohoo, no more making myself small to ask family for loans! also, my EX SIL is out of my room, and house! Rekindling my friendship with ex bf is going well and work is less stressful too

Good days, good moods, hope they last a while

good days are awsome.

hope it lasts for you trippin

hugs

Hahahaha I'm with you, Trippin & Roadie! I am one of those fortunate ones who gets all happy & motivated & insanely bubbly/hyper. But that DOES eventually disappear. And when I get irritated? If the world doesn't keep its distance, I give it a reason to!!

Today isn't too bad. Yesterday I was sleepy ALL DAY -- no amount of coffee was fixing that! I think I might be in a mild depressive state or something. I've been oversleeping & overeating for days... Which is weird for me, because I rarely deal with depression outside of a mixed episode!! But I suppose it's best to accept defeat & just find a way to cope with it until it passes.

[spoiltmom]

I'm a bit down and agitated today but I'm trying to stay upbeat and see the positives

[usbusi]

Still stressed about quitting my part time retail job after working it only 4 days, wondering if I'll have enough money from my full time job and very part time business to cover the increase in support money I pay to my wife as we get divorced. But there is one guy from Craig's List who might hire me it sounds like to do some computer consulting with his consulting company, and if that works out it could be more money than retail of course probably double at least, and more along the lines of what I would want to do with a part time job. So maybe some good news. I of course forget so much with the bipolar it is a challenge with IT and so many things to remember and learn. I forget a lot of stuff. But things might be looking up due to possibly getting some work from this consultant. Let's hope I can do the work and remember enough stuff or learn/relearn it quickly. I have some new business / service ideas as well but they are probably slow to get up to speed and are iffy.

[Gretchen]

Absolutely horrible day......it started off with me trying my best to be upbeat. My mood quickly was altered by a HUGE fight (screaming match) with my husband who also happens to be abusive AND also my boss the family business, and I spiraled quickly. I feel like I am barely hanging on. I have therapy tomorrow. He was saying he was going to call the dr and tell him my meds were sucking. I had to call the therapist office and warn them that he might show up and still be in asshole mode. I was embarrassed to have to do that to say the least.......

he said some pretty mean things and threw my mental illness up in my face to try and hurt me

[Moreta]

I'm achy and agitated. Coming off meds....not cool. oh well.

[gary290]

Originally Posted by Gretchen

Absolutely horrible day......it started off with me trying my best to be upbeat. My mood quickly was altered by a HUGE fight (screaming match) with my husband who also happens to be abusive AND also my boss the family business, and I spiraled quickly. I feel like I am barely hanging on. I have therapy tomorrow. He was saying he was going to call the dr and tell him my meds were sucking. I had to call the therapist office and warn them that he might show up and still be in asshole mode. I was embarrassed to have to do that to say the least.......

he said some pretty mean things and threw my mental illness up in my face to try and hurt me

Gretchen, I'm sorry that you're hurting. I really sucks when our spouses try to hurt us by throwing things up in our face...especially our mental health issues. I wish you a good therapy session tomorrow.

Gary

[roads]

... wishing all of us trying to cope with this devouring disorder strength & good humor ... it doesn't have a good or easy side.
We're all heroes, and so are so who find ways to cope with us & remain supportive. Don't know why any of them think telling us we are sickos or crazies helps ...

[Anika.]

Im ok, gotta finish cleaning my house today.. Seems like my agenda everyday..

I got invited to a girls night at my sisters with her friends. I hesitated but decided to go and have some fun. So after yoga, shower and change and it will be good. Maybe find something fun to wear.

[Moreta]

I'm bummed today. Didn't get the job I interviewed for. Oh well, there will be other ones. If not I have a job to go back to in March.

[Clinte89]

Tired very tired I haven't had my nap today I think it's meds making me tired but not sure. Ugh so tired of being tired.

i've not been feeling too bad today.

it's been snowing.. and so my sister and brother's flights were canceled- they were meant to be going on holiday

we are expecting more snow next week... joy!

just been up to the usual, inside, just occupying myself

[bpinOk]

I just feel totally drained

[Br0k3nW1ng3d]

Today I woke up feeling pretty good. Had a great day and then ended the day with a massive headache. I think its a side effect of my abilify

[~Christina]

severe pain

[Gretchen]

Originally Posted by Anika.

Im ok, gotta finish cleaning my house today.. Seems like my agenda everyday..

I got invited to a girls night at my sisters with her friends. I hesitated but decided to go and have some fun. So after yoga, shower and change and it will be good. Maybe find something fun to wear.

Sounds like fun!