[Trippin2.0]

Was really cranky and opted out of family beach day, and for some reason unbeknownst to man decided to spring clean instead no im not in the slightest hypo, that would've helped tho. Guess I didn't want Jordan to think I bailed for no good reason, she was upset with me... My nose is irritated from all the dusting,scrubbing and sweeping, I haven't even started the bedrooms yet!! Urgh, what have I gotten myself into, I cant stop until I'm thru, not in my nature.

[Moreta]

I'm alright today. My back on the other hand is not. We're going to my father in laws for christmas today. Hopefully it will go well.

[thickntired]

Originally Posted by Moreta

I'm alright today. My back on the other hand is not. We're going to my father in laws for christmas today. Hopefully it will go well.

My back hurts too this morning

Originally Posted by Trippin2.0

Was really cranky and opted out of family beach day, and for some reason unbeknownst to man decided to spring clean instead no im not in the slightest hypo, that would've helped tho. Guess I didn't want Jordan to think I bailed for no good reason, she was upset with me... My nose is irritated from all the dusting,scrubbing and sweeping, I haven't even started the bedrooms yet!! Urgh, what have I gotten myself into, I cant stop until I'm thru, not in my nature.

i keep forgetting..... you're from southafrica, right?

it must be awsome.... how is the weather their?

bet if you wanted to, you could go to the beach every day if you wanted

[CharleyBrown]

I am sleepy but can't sleep. Busy but unfocused. Sad but anxious. Started Abilify about two weeks ago and having periods of mania and then periods of stability. Anyone else experience this or know when the ride will end? I'm at my wits end.

getting past yet another episode
I actually used to think that they were normal
that they were other peoples fault

growing up I used to think that they were normal reactions
that they were because of me not doing the right thing

i grew up thinking that I failed when they happened
that I deserved it
that I deserved what was happening cuz i must have caused it

i would try so hard to not mess up again
to keep the 'episodes' away

but now I know that I didn't deserve them
but it doesn't make the episodes any easier to deal with

on the contrary... they were easier when I blamed others
when I didn't know what was going on

now... I have no one to blame
but this mental illness...........

[Trippin2.0]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i keep forgetting..... you're from southafrica, right?

it must be awsome.... how is the weather their?

bet if you wanted to, you could go to the beach every day if you wanted

Yip, christmas is in the heart of summer here. Beaches are lovely, even in Winter, altho I wouldn't dare swim, I'm a baby where the cold is concerned, would probably die in the snow The beach is horrid during our windy season tho,this being the Cape of Storms and all

[Trippin2.0]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i keep forgetting..... you're from southafrica, right?

it must be awsome.... how is the weather their?

bet if you wanted to, you could go to the beach every day if you wanted

Yip, weather's hot and glorious. Beaches are lovely, even in Winter, altho I wouldn't dare swim, I'm a baby where the cold is concerned, would probably die in the snow The beach is horrid during our windy season tho,this being the Cape of Storms and all

[Trippin2.0]

Been cleaning for 5 hours straight, finally took a break to eat, just a pie and glass of coke. After my break I can do the bedrooms and then I'm going to relax in the bath, and have a boerewors roll and Coke for supper Hope my mom likes a spring-cleaned house...

Originally Posted by Trippin2.0

Yip, christmas is in the heart of summer here. Beaches are lovely, even in Winter, altho I wouldn't dare swim, I'm a baby where the cold is concerned, would probably die in the snow The beach is horrid during our windy season tho,this being the Cape of Storms and all

christmas during the summer..... well... guess that's diffrent

do you have meals outside during the holidays?

it must get really hot

[wildchild r]

hello Folks,hope yall dont mind me chiming in today,I think Ill join the my backs not ok today group,getting old really sux,thats a group I think I'll begin.
Seems the beach is on alot of people minds here lately.Does sound really nice, though, here in the south we have rather mild winters until Feb, then in march the Spring comes.Once we see the Jasmine Bloom, we know its here.Im looking forward to that.
I once meet a man who had just came back from the States from Africa.He said for once in his life he understood what it meant to be on the bottom of the food chain.. lol I wonder what part of Africa he was at.....

[wildchild r]

Im laughing at really innappropriate things today..wth is wrong with me??? and my spelling is awful, please forgive me, Im not sick, but Im not well!! as the song goes..

[Clinte89]

It's ok wild we all or at least I've done that several times. But today is disappointing I have not had a manic episode in forever and it's really bothering me I want that so bad but my meds are keeping me to stable. Normal is boring maybe ill quit my meds.

[wildchild r]

Clint, a friend bought me a t-shirt thats says wildchild all over it.."I tried to be good, but I got Bored."
I miss my manic days too, I loved them, but my friends didnt like them so much..I liked to mess with them really hard..just this side of legal..they named me that for a reason, really they did.
Thak you for responding, I thought I was getting outta line there for a minuet.This is why I isolate at times, being this is my very first Christmas without my dad,laughter has been nice.

[roads]

It's made it to the high fifties, winds about 10 and Gulf's at 60. Nice enough for winter here but not to help me deal with the anger.
Back to my cave. Neighbor helped me get fireplace going.

[peaches86]

I woke up cranky today. In lots of pain..took some tylenol. Headache is finally gone but my back and sides still hurt. Going to see my dad today in the hospital. Got to pick up my mom first. This is going to be a loong day.

Originally Posted by wildchild r

Im laughing at really innappropriate things today..wth is wrong with me??? and my spelling is awful, please forgive me, Im not sick, but Im not well!! as the song goes..

i do that as well!

in fact, thanks to 1 of those moments... everyone now thinks i'm obsessed with the number 11.

no..... really!. i keep having to tell people that number 11's no diffrent than any other number

[rossiv46]

Feeling some anxiety today. I don't feel like being alone and my wife will be gone with the kids for some time. Other than that somewhat stable. As written on another thread a little mania would come in handy to get some things done.

[Trippin2.0]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

christmas during the summer..... well... guess that's diffrent

do you have meals outside during the holidays?

it must get really hot

Summer holiday is braai (bbq) time, braai culture is huge here, we even have an annual boerewors championship, so yes, eating outside is the norm during summer. Even Christmas lunch, we sit outside under the veranda and have our meal there, or on the deck around the pool. I'm skipping Christmas this year tho.

[LadyShadow]

I'm in a pretty good mood. Laughing at inappropriate things today too! What are the odds.

My favorite trilogy is on, so I ordered food, ditched the chores and am going to sit back and enjoy myself today. Nothing is going to bring me down! A bit manic in my head today, but not my actions.

[~Christina]

My Fibro pain is still way past the ridiculous mark. But the most fabulous thing happened.. while washing dishes today I somehow sliced the skin into a flap all the way across over my knuckle .. yes I can actually see my knuckle in action.. Kinda of cool in a way altho the pain is &%@$*^$ insane! More pain on top of pain .. Go me

[Christa87413]

Originally Posted by morethingswrong

My Fibro pain is still way past the ridiculous mark. But the most fabulous thing happened.. while washing dishes today I somehow sliced the skin into a flap all the way across over my knuckle .. yes I can actually see my knuckle in action.. Kinda of cool in a way altho the pain is &%@$*^$ insane! More pain on top of pain .. Go me

sounds like a job for SUPER GLUE!!!

[wildchild r]

Im laughing with you Shattered..

Originally Posted by wildchild r

Im laughing with you Shattered..

about to listen to a novelty christmas show... so i'll be laughing the night away!

hahaha

[peaches86]

Well not going to see my father now..hes getting out of the hospital yay. Doc gave bad news , but he pulled through. Took my meds since i dont have to drive anywhere..still not used to them yet. Feeling drugged as usual..cant wait till this feeling goes away. Hope everyones having a good day today. Time to do some laundry..ugh.