[swheaton]

Tough day...but glad I found this forum.

I'm tired after working till midnight last night laying flooring. Going to bed early tonight. Feeling a thousand times better on the doubled dose of lamictal. Not in crisis anymore.

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[hamster-bamster]

I did not take a shower and feel crappy about it and am all sweaty for some reason. But I am glad that I finally filled out my income and expense declaration, a year after I should have done so...

[Victoria'smom]

I fully have to admit that I have completely relapsed hard and everyone knows it (ED). Sad thing is I don't know if I care. I sadly restarted meds because withdraw sucked to much. Then tomorrow's going to be a blast. (sarcasm).

[hamster-bamster]

Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

I fully have to admit that I have completely relapsed hard and everyone knows it (ED). Sad thing is I don't know if I care. I sadly restarted meds because withdraw sucked to much. Then tomorrow's going to be a blast. (sarcasm).

Are you eating anything at all?

Mood is okay. I'm just stressed out... Yesterday was pretty busy & next week is going to be huuuuuuuuuugely busy. I've started having weird smells again, but IDK if it's a problem with my nose or my head. It'll just be really embarrassing to have to carry around my meds while traveling, in case I have a psychotic break from being overwhelmed... My OCD is really ****ing huge today. And I'm just feeling whinier than usual, so pardon the exposition!

*hugs for everyone who is feeling like absolute hell*

About to watch Harry Potter, read a book I just got, & do some chores to get my head off of all these things. I can't stop ruminating about & mentally overestimating the situation... It's been so long since I haven't been able to just "flip a switch" & let **** go. Usually, I'm so good under pressure!

i'm trying to motivate myself to post on here... i've done nothing but lie in bed for days watching back to back episodes of haven.

their's so many posts i've missed... and though i want to reply to them all, i just can't.

and i'm a community leason so i'm meant to be welcoming the new comers- why the hell did i sign up for that?

oh and.. we've no heating today- because we've had a new metre installed and the heating's not yet restored

not doing great at all.. but wanted to come in and say hi- sure at least a few of you missed me

When i was off, I missed you....

Originally Posted by landskaperdan

When i was off, I missed you....

as i've just said in another thread, it's good to see you posting- despite the fact i thought you were leaving

i'm sorry I said that.

[tribalwolf]

New to group, some little nervous posting. Other than that been feeling kind of blah with the winter months hoping with spring coming just around the corner things will be getting better, and my brain will be less scattered.

Originally Posted by tribalwolf

New to group, some little nervous posting. Other than that been feeling kind of blah with the winter months hoping with spring coming just around the corner things will be getting better, and my brain will be less scattered.

have you read any of my posts lately. believe me when I tell you that you have NOTHING to be nervous about posting!

[Moreta]

I feel horrible today. Quitting smoking and meds at the same time sucks.

getting nervous. this is the time of day i usually do my worst. but so far it's been ok.

[LadyShadow]

Really horrible today, made up some excuse not to go to work. Feel really horrible about myself. Don't know how I am going to shake getting up in the morning during these winter months. Feeling really bad.

[appletosser]

Worst depression for a year... trying not to hurt myself (don't want to relapse after 8 months) but it's so hard! I'm trying to tell myself it's going to pass, but for each day it's getting harder to believe. I have recurring thoughts of suicide, I'm not going to do anything, but it would be so much easier to just die now. It just hurts so much

[bpinOk]

Feeling mixed right now

[Gretchen]

~here and not sure~

I am doing quite well right now...but not so long ago I was terribly down and depressed, wondering if it would ever lift...so I can say I have been where many of you are now.
I would have never killed myself but sure did wish I could just die and be done with it all.
So y'all just hang in there, I am proof that it can and does get better. I can assure you that the light at the end of the tunnel is NOT an oncoming train.
Peace and Love to you all!
BPD2, Major Depressive Dis., Impulse Control Dis., Adjustment Change Dis.
Remeron 30m

So far so good....one day at a time.

[peaches86]

Having a rough morning so far. Ran out of my neurontin the day before yesterday so today makes day number 2 without it and i im having major withdrawl. I was slowly weening myself off it anyway but without the doc knowing yet. I see him tomorrow and will be getting my meds refilled then but for now im stuck. Im still taking prestiq which i dont think is doing anything now but maybe it is? I wish i wasnt taking it either! Id rather just keep taking neurontin only. Its the med that made me feel better. Praying tomorrow comes quickly so i can take my med!

[tribalwolf]

I'm doing ok today, got to spend most of the day in the city going to different Dr. appointments though. looking forward to my second day as a member of this group.

[gary290]

Well, I've been fighting a cold for a few days and it has really escalated the depression into a new level of despondency. Feeling significantly depressed today.

[Gretchen]

inconsolable, crying jags, anxiety all day

[~Christina]

I am here ! Pain is an 8 ! but it's better than a 10 , so its okay.

[BipolaRNurse]

I'm still holding onto a semblance of stability....this is the steadiest I've been in a long time. It's only been a few weeks, so I won't really believe it until it's lasted for a few months; still, I'm optimistic. Even though I'm fighting a particularly nasty cold and my sinuses are singing a painful tune, overall life is pretty decent nowadays.