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#576
Feb 16, 2013, 05:58 PM
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My day was going good until I slipped. I started crying while grocery shopping. I wasn't think abt many particular thing. It took me a few minutes to pull myself together. I tried to think abt my thoughts so I could prevent another crying episode. Mood: mixed with crying
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#577
Feb 16, 2013, 06:27 PM
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I'm sorry you had such a bad day ((((cocosurviving)))). I don't understand what happened--did you physically slip because you started crying? That sounds like quite an emotional crying episode. Did you figure out what brought it on?
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#578
Feb 16, 2013, 08:12 PM
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I'm OK, since it's the weekend and I'm not at my lousy job. It's nice to have a job, but it really does suck. All I do all damn day is look up customers in the system and see if they're actually in the system or not. So exciting.
 Oh how I want a real job that's somewhat difficult and stressful. Keep my mind active, now that it's finally working at 90%. |
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#579
Feb 16, 2013, 08:32 PM
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I hadn't cried in two months that's why I said I slipped. I still don't know what my trigger was. I've pray abt it and hope it doesn't happen again.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#581
Feb 16, 2013, 09:21 PM
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Roadie---I agree with you but I hate crying in public. I don't like feel I have no control over my emotions. I really need to think more abt my emotions and get centered.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#583
Feb 16, 2013, 10:41 PM
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I want to feel like this forever and always.
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| BlueInanna
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#584
Feb 17, 2013, 01:17 PM
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I think I'm fine and happy and will enjoy this sunshine like Spring time day.
 . I can stress about work and money tomorrow.
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#585
Feb 17, 2013, 04:38 PM
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Not healthy
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous53876, BlueInanna, ~Christina
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#586
Feb 17, 2013, 07:23 PM
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I enjoyed church service and today being a sunny day.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#587
Feb 17, 2013, 09:12 PM
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 Thinking of you, love you much sweet lady. |
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#588
Feb 17, 2013, 10:08 PM
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Feeling out of sorts. I'm up. I'm down. I'm all around.
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#589
Feb 18, 2013, 07:37 PM
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BPD2 was in check all day today. Wow, not too high, not loo low, just right.
Now can I string together the rest of my life this way? PLEEEEEEEZZZEE?!? 
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#590
Feb 18, 2013, 08:00 PM
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My day today
Has been up and down, mostly up. Feeling really good but the intrusive thoughts of SUi hve mad another appearance. The little voice in my head is telling me to off myself. But that will pass I just have to ignore that voice. Went to the doc he gave me gabapentin for agitation and it seems to help for only a few hours, kinda dissppointed. Oh well things have to be getting better soon, right?
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#591
Feb 18, 2013, 08:31 PM
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Spent the day with my daughter. We had a good time. Later spent time with a friend and her daughter. My mood was mellow. No crying
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#592
Feb 19, 2013, 12:28 PM
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No ups or downs in a while. Just the middle. And it's truthfully not as boring as most people would think... It was when I was neutral for a long while months back, but not now. The most important thing is living like your hypo without the inner chaos: Setting goals, being active, having fun. So hopefully this lasts! I know my last episode won't be THE last but it's best to just go with the flow & try not to get too caught up in one state vs. another. Time to go offline & keep goin'.
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#593
Feb 19, 2013, 01:28 PM
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I have no motivation to do anything today. I promised that today was the day I get back to my routine, diet exercise, errands. I barely roll out of bed. Feels like lead weights holding me down and I cant move. Mentally I am not depressed just sluggish.
So here I am present and to be accounted for. Sounding off.
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#594
Feb 19, 2013, 09:01 PM
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Today was good---I hung out with the girls. We talked, quilted, knitted and ate.
Weather: bright and sunny Mood: mellow When it's March I hope my mood will be happy.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#595
Feb 20, 2013, 12:28 AM
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Started off really bad and got progressively better.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#597
Feb 20, 2013, 09:53 AM
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Feeling a bit hypo but not out of control. Once I take my meds I will get sleepy for a bit so I will be laying down for a nap shortly.
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#598
Feb 20, 2013, 11:00 AM
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Trying to decide whether or not to take my Risperdal. On one hand, this anger is unbearable. On the other, it's from my OCD & not Bipolar. And it will pass eventually... It's just really miserable until it does.
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#599
Feb 20, 2013, 11:08 AM
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#600
Feb 20, 2013, 11:25 AM
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I'm feeling pretty good today. I've been in a mixed state over the last few weeks, so it's nice to be somewhat stable.
I saw my tdoc last night and she's going to talk to my wife today (with my permission) about some of my impulsive and self destructive behavior when I'm manic. It's mostly so they're on the same page about monitoring my moods and making sure I don't do anything stupid when I'm not thinking rationally. For the most part, everything is just peachy! |
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