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#151
Dec 24, 2012, 06:22 PM
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Today is a better day! Yippee!
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#152
Dec 24, 2012, 07:11 PM
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Ok. But then I only woke up a couple of hours ago. Was up till 7:30am herding electric sheep(!) Yup, really! Once I started, I couldn't stop. I seriously think it was a big factor in improving my mood. Check it out: http://www.electricsheep.org And if you click on "samples", you can see them in motion. On the sample page, you can click on "archives" for a WHOLE lot more stills (screen captures). So beautiful! Off to make the sheep a thread of their own!
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#154
Dec 24, 2012, 08:56 PM
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Today has been ok I want to have a drink so I have to hide it from my family kinda makes it exciting again, my doc says drinking is bad for bp so they are against it. Anyway my day has been pretty good going to chill in the tub for a while to wind down and go to bed. Night y'all. Hope Santa brings you everythin you want
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#155
Dec 25, 2012, 12:09 AM
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could care less right now
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#156
Dec 25, 2012, 03:31 AM
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Manic tonight, cant sleep. Feel at home with the night. Its been a while since I was up at this time
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#157
Dec 25, 2012, 06:37 AM
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well...
as predicted, just up, sitting on here posting- no christmas wishes apart from the ones on this forum, and extreme isolation can't wait for the day to end.. |
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#158
Dec 25, 2012, 07:32 AM
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I kinda feel like I need someone to tell me that with the DX that I found on a paper from my doc, I'm really not as crazy as the dx claims.... According to him, I am Bipolar 1 with psychotic behavior :-\ I guess since I am feeling OK lately I can't come to terms with the bipolar atm.... I can't be that crazy...can I?
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#159
Dec 25, 2012, 09:26 AM
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#160
Dec 25, 2012, 10:13 AM
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When I went home last night, DW told me that I was "pressured." I was like "really, ya think so?" Been dealing with the mania for a week now. Still no medication relief and pdoc is out until tomorrow. Oh, well. I'm still in a pretty good mood. Getting stuff done. At least I'm still on the risperdal and effexor.
It's been a great Christmas so far. DW has been really helpful. Saw our 17 y/o daughter in a christmas play last night...really awesome. She was a wise woman. Wishing everyone here a Merry Christmas! Gary
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#161
Dec 25, 2012, 10:21 AM
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Slept for a little while, but sitting here anxious and waiting to open presents. My sister left to go have breakfast with her boyfriend and told me not to open anything and to wait till she gets home. Ugh, I guess I could wait but its Christmas morning, shouldn't she be home with her family instead of having to wait on her??
Anger setting in now. And impatience. But I am not going to let it bring me down.
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#162
Dec 26, 2012, 12:54 PM
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I struggle so much with organization, I start 10 tasks at the same time and keep on switching them until maybe one or two gets done. I keep wondering if that is a bipolar trait or if its just lack of something else. That's why I made an app to finally be seen by a dx. Maybe there are organization pills lol damn it
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#163
Dec 26, 2012, 01:31 PM
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Stuck in a loop, not really sure what the loop is but I'm stuck in it....
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#164
Dec 26, 2012, 01:33 PM
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I'm sitting her at work, balling my eyes out... all because I can't sleep and I'm alone in my office and I don't wanna be! :-( I don't feel good
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#165
Dec 26, 2012, 02:28 PM
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Well, I talked to the pdoc today and he added Haldol 5 mg qhs to the mix. Hopefully it'll help. Manic for 10 days or so. I've been really enjoying family relationships for a change. I'm better able to flip or reframe a lot of stuff now. I'm happy about that. It's a positive change for me.
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#166
Dec 26, 2012, 03:29 PM
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i've been feeling okay today.
my nan came round in the morning (which was lovely) not just because she's my nan, but because at her age... 90, it's a lot of effert to come all that way to see us!. so good she's in great health apart from that.. listened to some music, breaved a sigh of relief christmas was over (yay!) actually ate some stuff, and even got a request played on the radio (some finish song, just don't ask!) sis was at work for most of the day, and brother playing fifa 2012 |
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#167
Dec 26, 2012, 04:31 PM
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Feeling a little more positive today :-) . Went to the center at my church for the first time in weeks and looking forward to get back into the swing of things. Not only that, but this is the first time is months I've visited this forum and I am happy to say that I'm glad that I did.
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#169
Dec 26, 2012, 08:23 PM
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I've been home for awhile now, left work early.... I was told to get off one of my meds to see if some things start going away.... maybe I'll get some sleep back!
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#170
Dec 26, 2012, 08:23 PM
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but overall, I am doing ok.. Since I got up at 2 and havn't gotten any sleep since... I think its a night for me....
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#171
Dec 27, 2012, 01:09 PM
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Today I'm doing "OK" or at least I'm up and about and not hibernating in my blacked out apartment. Feeling a little tired and getting even more tired by the minute sure sign of lingering depression.
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#172
Dec 27, 2012, 01:22 PM
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I took the Haldol 5 mg last night. Still feel manic today but maybe a little better. Hard to tell. It made me a little tired but that's it. I'm sure it takes days/weeks to work. I'm so impatient.
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#173
Dec 27, 2012, 07:39 PM
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Well I'm doing ok just kinda mixed and can't release my new felt anger. So I just sit here nod and say fine and then say f it and listen to music to try and calm down.
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When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it .... ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#174
Dec 27, 2012, 08:25 PM
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I'm doing okay. I called my pdoc and got off Saphris the side effects were causing anxiety. So now i'm starting slow release lithium.
I still have phone calls to make but I'm putting those off until after therapy tomorrow. |
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#175
Dec 27, 2012, 10:34 PM
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was great, now Im PI**ED..childishly Im sure..Ive been at my moms for 2wks,I love helping out my mom, but I do have a home, a man and my critters to tend too.they miss me.Im stranded here.I tiold my ol man that I needed my own vehicle while I was here so I can take a break for a few hours, every now and then,and of course,his Bike breaks down,so he has to use my truck,now the truck is broke down,Wildchild is quite annoyed to say the least,my rage is hardf to keep under boiling point, but,Im managing..Do you think my meds are working for me???
I would love to hear your thoughts about this! 
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