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#926
Sep 21, 2013, 01:21 PM
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I feel like I'm jinxing myself by saying this but I feel stable.
I think this is amazing considering that in the last 3 weeks I broke up with my boyfriend and had major surgery. Time will tell.
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#927
Sep 21, 2013, 01:26 PM
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Taking it easy today, I feel alright, just a bit tired. Didn't get my full 12 hours of sleep. Yes I have been sleeping 12 hours, just sleeping my life away
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#928
Sep 22, 2013, 12:23 AM
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I don't feel hypo at all, but I just feel like staying up. Nothing really to do, just don't want to sleep for some reason. I will, don't worry, and I will be able to sleep in tomorrow, but for right now I'm going to stay awake and visit various places on the internet. Maybe I'll spend a few hours with the random article button on wikipedia.
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#929
Sep 22, 2013, 09:59 AM
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Hope you got some sleep comicgeek.
I'm feeling OK. My stomach has been bothering me since yesterday afternoon and I've been anxious about leaving the house because if it. I'm going to have to suck it up and go though because I have SO much to do and I have to work tomorrow. Mentally I'm doing well. Nervous for some reason about my doctor appts this week (Pdoc and PCP). No particular reason.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#930
Sep 22, 2013, 11:29 AM
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Still OK mentally. I woke up at 4:30 but went back to sleep until 7. Lots of pain in my knee. The only time it doesn't hurt is when I'm sleeping. Weird, but when I wake up there's absolutely no pain until I move, then oh boy!
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin |
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#931
Sep 22, 2013, 11:38 AM
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So... I spent yesterday playing video games and then watching a movie. I made mini-pizzas on pitas for supper, and drank tea. I cannot tell you how much I needed a day of true downtime!
Then I sorta cried myself to sleep as it all hit me when I went to bed. But woke up today and actually cooked breakfast, and then have vacuumed, swept and mopped the floor. And did dishes. It's only 11:30am so I think that's pretty good based on the last month.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#932
Sep 22, 2013, 12:50 PM
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I haven't done much today. Got up and brushed my teeth and took some meds. Now I'm laying back in bed with you guys right now. Its such a beautiful day, I should be out enjoying it. Not sure how I feel, numb is the word right now
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#933
Sep 22, 2013, 12:54 PM
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I think Bipolar is winning, combined everything else. I'm using all my coping skills, all the meds are the best I can get, and it's just not enough.
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#934
Sep 22, 2013, 04:32 PM
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Ended up sleeping in so I got enough sleep last night. Need to actually get out of bed to do things, but I'm still so tired. At least I ate. I didn't want to because the option at the cafeteria was fried chicken, but I grudgingly ate it anyway. Ick.
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#935
Sep 22, 2013, 08:11 PM
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Our weather was so pleasant today, but not even that, beach time, and a great supportive visit with my best friends helped at the gut level. The meds are working well, I think. The bipolar and situational depression as simply overwhelming--giving the physical distress and pain, which are 24/7 now.
Acupuncture does nothing anymore! Can't take any pain pills, and no one will prescribe the topical prescription painkillers for me.
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#936
Sep 22, 2013, 08:51 PM
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an immortal fog settles and embraces my psycho sentimental landscape...
visions and cerebral divisions complicate my understandings I cannot breathe easily in this atmospheric debilitation. illness is remarkably profound at times... brain malfunctions are happening again. it is exhausting.... I don't know how much more of this I can take I am so tired I really wish it would stop |
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#937
Sep 22, 2013, 09:16 PM
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I'm so tired. I need a day off from my weekend! I cleaned my great-grandmother's house yesterday and my own today.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#938
Sep 22, 2013, 10:19 PM
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 )))))))exhaustion follows alongside misfirings of a mind so divided by outer senses bombarding me with impressions that might be not true ... and how can my inner mentality balance that with what inner reality and logic require? my cave calls and the world closes me out and the walls of the cave embrace me, in my imagination I escape I love you, James, and I'm so sorry we must struggle so. Roadie
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#939
Sep 23, 2013, 01:06 AM
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you are very creative too... I love you too
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#940
Sep 23, 2013, 12:57 PM
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has made a decision. especially after seeing psych. now more meds, i don't think so. after the visit I will finally be free. Though we are not permitted to embellish. better that way. better than the house bbq. I like whales they will sing me to sleep. It will be some week so work out details
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#942
Sep 23, 2013, 10:10 PM
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Is feeling under attack and freaking out with a number of overwhelming things beyond my control. But trying to seem calm on the outside. Have to have to have to. Then one thing last night really unhinged my mind and it's very hard not to just burst into tears. Fighting that over and over and over.
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#943
Sep 24, 2013, 07:34 AM
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I just want to state that I am annoyed.
I have called in sick to work. Why? Because I am sick. I feel like a zombie. It's like I had germs waiting around outside of me and as soon as the depression starts to lift they were like "DEFENCES ARE DOWN! AMBUSH!!!" Stupid body.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#944
Sep 24, 2013, 07:43 AM
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Today has been ok, I am still stable with very little anxiety. It spiked a bit tonight but the tension tamer tea has helped a whole lot. There is a show on TV about ECT, I am so so so glad I never went down that route. I remember when I was told it was my only option. How wrong they were!!! |
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#945
Sep 24, 2013, 08:59 AM
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We all need a mental health day now and again Red Panda.
Today is one of those days I wish I could call in sick to work and just life in general. Let's hope it improves. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk - now Free
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#946
Sep 24, 2013, 09:01 AM
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haha... it's not a mental health day. It's a bonafide sick day - it hurts to breathe. haha. Likely caught the same virus my friend's toddler has.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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