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Jun 22, 2013, 10:43 AM
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...needs are HUGE likes are a bit smaller but just as crazy big!... and I say all this just for your benefit I know what I mean I miss the ways they don't mean so much anymore!
every second I am exposed to this dumbass world...I want to kill it! but it's a wave an orgasm of humanity so enormous! I simply hate it! and I am tired...there is nothing I have not thought of imagined or had various thoughts about! there is this absurd acceleration of personality that everybody wants to subscribe to...to be superselves at the expense of undermining the basic! humans are clearly doomed and I am pleased! self sucking overly audacious overwhelming never ending needing wanting killing and haunting and overdoing everything it's psychotic! just to watch everyone thinking personally even me right now like I imagine I know something new! I just hate this place this world of people I don't have the ability to stop worrying about ******** ... and I wish I never wrote this crap |
 allimsaying, bluemountains, kindachaotic, pegasus
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Jun 22, 2013, 10:50 AM
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| dubblemonkey
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Jun 22, 2013, 10:55 AM
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I'm so tired...so sick of being strong!
like ..."hey I coped today!!" coped with what? ..."coped with being pathetic paranoid and hopeless!" ..like that's a gift! ..and the HORROR of the abstract genius assembling the dis-assembled! I can barely handle myself I know I will miss out on the true reasons for living! ...those being...?? letting ourselves go!... tears laughter, hugs things hugging things and people being excited!?!? I don't know but it's hell better than this sadistic hypnotic suspension inside hells dirty emotional underpants! |
| Anonymous32734, pegasus
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Jun 22, 2013, 10:59 AM
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I'm not getting better
I'm just getting older |
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Jun 22, 2013, 11:03 AM
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I know I am sick..but hey??
that's not a way to survive... mental illness is such a backfire of the mind! ..how can it be real that my sick mind accepts ITSELF!? there has to be another reason for this calamity? the same thing has killed so many others...I am no different... this same elusive gentle insidious mild and obnoxious thing has destroyed so many before me and you |
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Jun 22, 2013, 11:12 AM
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...like those suicidals ...those miracles of unlife those marvellous unpained those distasters!
suicidals those amazingly give the hell uppers! I think and I believe that my depression got much worse after I decided to stay alive! my moods are brutal...I am likewise a murderer without the commit! my attitude is very bad ...I am likewise psychotic a lunatic with the commit! I must drink to understand myself I must think to mis-understand myself! I want to say more...but hell it just does not matter! |
| Anonymous32734, kindachaotic, pegasus
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Jun 22, 2013, 11:14 AM
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It does matter... please go on...
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| dubblemonkey
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Jun 22, 2013, 11:26 AM
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there are so many illusions in life so many things!...illusions
like loving is really pressure! like honesty is really at the expense of somebody else! like dreaming is just dreaming! ...and telling lies is social survival and emotional death! ...and hate is love in disguise and even more pressure! and self is according to what others might imagine...assuming they don't hate us less than they love our damn opinion! and is anybody ever really impressed ?? unless they are comfortably subdued? which is so ridiculous these days! If I found someone to love I would want to kill and destroy millions of humans in a million mile radius!...just to give me the fU..KING room to ENJOY it! ...so much congestion.!! aaaah! damn! |
| pegasus, ~Christina
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Jun 22, 2013, 12:06 PM
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Agreed ... you are able to put into words what so many people can't... myself included.
 James
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| dubblemonkey
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