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Is there some kind of history thing nearby you could go to? Something not expensive

My kids are older so I'd be watching them play video games, get on youtube, or something similar. No fun for me.

We have a movie set for a week from today- I think. Or is it two weeks? I pre-bought the tickets online. I hope that wasn't a stupid move!

My sons got me into all kinds of stuff with youtube lol. Nate and Destry come to mind, emo boys in braces, hilarious. Then there's Andy Sandberg and Justin Timberlake from SNL skits. I ended up going through my 2nd teenagehood during my first mania, my kids and I had a blast. I still wear skater sneakers

Oh yeah, Hunger Games, it comes out Friday

Yeah that's the one we're going to.

Yes, natural history museum is free but I don't think the eldest would go.

So how do I go about getting to sleep tonight? How do I keep the thoughts at bay? How do I deal with the fact that its dark outside? I probably will watch tv to distract myself.

You could try to bribe him yeah big kids are tough

Big kids want big bribes!

I'm wondering if I should go home and get into bed. I want to stay with my friend, but I"m getting tired.

I'm conflicted. I'm tired but I don't like my bed. Too many bad thoughts there.

When will you be going home? Whatsbeen working the last few nights? Something I do that sounds stupid but works when I am actually in bed trying to get to sleep is I go shopping in the fruit and veg aisle in my head. I know you're thinking WHAAAT? No, instead ofcounting sheep, I go apples.redgreenyellow. oranges. Lemons. Limes. Grapfruits. Grapes.redgreenseedsseedless.kumquats. bananas, etc. Then I go onto vegetables. Lettuces, redlef, green eaf, raddichio, Iceberg, etc, cucumbers, onions.
You get the idea. It totallyshort circuits all the other thoughts cause I'm focused on these mental images and labeling them.

I was thinking coffeedate with mom without the other kids lol (bribe)

So make a comfy nest on the couch tonight and snuggle yourself up. You know something else, I sleep with a teddy bear. My hub works out of town 4 to 5 nights week

I just took him out to dinner last night, though! Gonna break mom. lol
I'll try the grocery shopping. I'm thinking of going home pretty soon. Its almost time to take my meds anyway. The last few nights? Well last night I took ativan, night before benedryl and then I watched tv.

I have a comfy nest in bed.

I just wanted to stop by and say hi, I am enjoying this thread, it is like a day (or a few days) in the life of moose. I am also glad to know you are ok, I have been thinking about you, makes me happy to see your thread up top bc that probably means you are ok. Sleep and feel better!

AWWWW.... Alokin! Thank you so much!

I guess I need to give up the ghost and at least go home tonight. I can be online in bed, but I'm still out at the coffee shop. I just hate to give up being with my friend. I feel so alone at home.

This thread has helped a ton, as I said.

I suppose pick which worked best with least morning grogginess and go grocery shopping! The best part? Allyour produce is ingreat shape! I'mgonna run along myself, mytablet needs to go on the charger.
Have a good rest of your evening. I'll talk to youtomorrow! (((big)))

Night and thank you so much, im in bed

I see auras but only when I'm having a migraine. Migraines are also caused by a problem with serotinin in the brain. Migraine auras are not hallucinations.

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Gave up and took benedryl again.

No auras. I do thing bp type sciz. Fits.

At friends having brunch.

The fun only lasted while I was out. Being with my friend was only fun for a few hours. Now I'm back to the dark, yucky house.