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Yup. Black. Its all black.
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Will never make it through tonight.
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You will make it. Keep on fighting.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN |
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I am holed up in bed watching tv. Thr time is ticking by so slowly. Its like its stopped. My life prospects suck. Turn me off please.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Moose, you ARE going to be OK! I read your blog so I know you spent some time in the hospital recently, do you think you need to go back?
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Moose, I so know how you feel, I was feeling it all last week all the way to Sunday and I'm not all the way out of it. Where you just want to shut down, just for a while and not think or feel anything for a while. It got better yesterday when I was with my kids, my son moved back home and today although I have slept through it, it feels a little different. I also saw my T yesterday and today and I see my pdoc tomorrow and I know if it gets bad again I will go to the hospital. Just hang in there, talk to us and if you dont feel better in the morning call your dr. But know it can change, I was ready to pack a bag and go to the hospital Sunday afternoon and Monday morning I didnt feel quite so hopeless, esp after seeing my T. Just hold on with us, call your dr or go to the hospital if you think you need to. ((((Bighugs))))
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Alokin that was for mania. My pdoc sayd if i get plans going with my si then call. I dunno what to do. I keep thinking of ativan amd benedryl and alcohol....
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Emomom my last appointment for the year is dec 10. Then no more.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Call your pdoc then!
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Pdoc is not in the office until tomorrow. Just psych er.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Aw crap. I was just looking at what you said about si and what your thinking. Can you hold off the thoughts?
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Its really hard. Want to feel numb.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Maybe just a little of each.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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Maybe your regular dose of ativan by itself and lay down for a while? But no adding benedryl or alcohol to it. Promise?
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I took my reg dose of klonopin last week and zoned out for 4 days. Didnt need to add anything to it.
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Ativan wont do it.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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I know the thoughts, I was having them last week. They arent safe. Do you feel like you are not safe tonight?
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I have no idea if im safe
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Time is so slow tonight! Have to take something. One ativan is a joke.
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Do you think you will act on your thoughts? Maybe call the psych er folks and talk to them for a bit?
(I'm worried for you, dont want anything to happen to you! (((Hugs)))) |
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Last time i talked with psych er they just wanted to know if id already killed,myself badically lol
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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I think i want to but so far haven't. Psych er bugs me. I dont want to go in tonight.
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(((((Hugs Moose
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Watching golden girls
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