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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:10 PM
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Yup. Black. Its all black.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:20 PM
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Will never make it through tonight.
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You will make it. Keep on fighting.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:34 PM
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I am holed up in bed watching tv. Thr time is ticking by so slowly. Its like its stopped. My life prospects suck. Turn me off please.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:47 PM
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Moose, you ARE going to be OK! I read your blog so I know you spent some time in the hospital recently, do you think you need to go back?
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:52 PM
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Moose, I so know how you feel, I was feeling it all last week all the way to Sunday and I'm not all the way out of it. Where you just want to shut down, just for a while and not think or feel anything for a while. It got better yesterday when I was with my kids, my son moved back home and today although I have slept through it, it feels a little different. I also saw my T yesterday and today and I see my pdoc tomorrow and I know if it gets bad again I will go to the hospital. Just hang in there, talk to us and if you dont feel better in the morning call your dr. But know it can change, I was ready to pack a bag and go to the hospital Sunday afternoon and Monday morning I didnt feel quite so hopeless, esp after seeing my T. Just hold on with us, call your dr or go to the hospital if you think you need to. ((((Bighugs))))
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:54 PM
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Alokin that was for mania. My pdoc sayd if i get plans going with my si then call. I dunno what to do. I keep thinking of ativan amd benedryl and alcohol....
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:57 PM
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Emomom my last appointment for the year is dec 10. Then no more.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 05:58 PM
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Call your pdoc then!
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:05 PM
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Pdoc is not in the office until tomorrow. Just psych er.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:09 PM
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Aw crap. I was just looking at what you said about si and what your thinking. Can you hold off the thoughts?
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:20 PM
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Its really hard. Want to feel numb.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:25 PM
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Maybe just a little of each.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:29 PM
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Maybe your regular dose of ativan by itself and lay down for a while? But no adding benedryl or alcohol to it. Promise?
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:30 PM
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I took my reg dose of klonopin last week and zoned out for 4 days. Didnt need to add anything to it.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:31 PM
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Ativan wont do it.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:38 PM
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I know the thoughts, I was having them last week. They arent safe. Do you feel like you are not safe tonight?
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:42 PM
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I have no idea if im safe
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:44 PM
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Time is so slow tonight! Have to take something. One ativan is a joke.
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:44 PM
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Do you think you will act on your thoughts? Maybe call the psych er folks and talk to them for a bit?
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:47 PM
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Last time i talked with psych er they just wanted to know if id already killed,myself badically lol
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Old Nov 12, 2013, 06:51 PM
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I think i want to but so far haven't. Psych er bugs me. I dont want to go in tonight.
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(((((Hugs Moose )))))
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