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#176
Feb 05, 2014, 03:40 PM
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Lithium is helping me. Still manic. At least not mixed. Feeling like I'm going to jump out of my skin but not as bad as yesterday
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#177
Feb 05, 2014, 04:05 PM
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Today I'm doing okay, feeling a little lousy
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
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#178
Feb 05, 2014, 04:06 PM
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Tired, dragging. Need to start to get up and do something.
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#179
Feb 05, 2014, 04:30 PM
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Still depressed. Not severely, but enough to make me dread getting up in the morning. I spent most of the day in bed yesterday. I think hubby suspects something is amiss but he hasn't said anything. I feel alone.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
| Anonymous37807, Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf, redbandit
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#180
Feb 05, 2014, 05:35 PM
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Kindda scared a bit. Think I've slipped off the edge of sanity. I feel the air rushing by but have no breaks to stop it. I don't really care to stop it either.
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
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#182
Feb 06, 2014, 08:21 AM
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umm think he's passing out from shock ....
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DX: BP II, Pure O OCD, Musical Hallucinosis 600mg Tegretol Tapering off Venlafaxine |
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#183
Feb 06, 2014, 08:24 AM
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Not great ATM .... Def in a Hypomanic phase, very little sleep last two nights, getting back into inappropriate thoughts and flirting with my married friend and allowing his mood to affect mine, and to top it off just went into the local store and bought a load of items "just in case " ..... all this with me having settled on my new Mood stabiliser. Maybe its due to tapering off the effexor ... arrgh
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DX: BP II, Pure O OCD, Musical Hallucinosis 600mg Tegretol Tapering off Venlafaxine |
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#184
Feb 06, 2014, 12:31 PM
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Returned to work today after a sick day to see my psych and a snow day yesterday. Started the day feeling good and getting caught up on work. I felt a little low at lunch. My feelings of insecurity set in and I started to tell myself that no one wanted to talk to me or be around me. I do that a lot. I am definitely in a low and have been for awhile. Each day takes effort, but I am trying to keep the faith that once the Lithium is at the right level in my blood, I will feel better. Enjoy your day everyone.
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Amanda Keep Calm and Carry On Bipolar II GAD CURRENT MEDS: Effexor 225 mg/day Geodon 80 mg/day Buspar 20 mg/day |
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#185
Feb 06, 2014, 12:51 PM
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I'm all scraped up. Fell down on the way to work this morning. My ankle just gave out on me. Then I had to stand around for 3 hrs outside, pushing carts to people's cars at the food pantry. Fun times. I can't wait to see my chiropractor tonight. My back really hurts. Mood wise I'm ok.
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#186
Feb 06, 2014, 02:15 PM
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Blah. Feeling kind of annoyed, tired, & not wanting to be @ work. ....& I had such a good day yesterday.... :-\
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#188
Feb 06, 2014, 05:56 PM
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Lonely
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#189
Feb 06, 2014, 08:34 PM
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I can't describe how I feel. Confusion is probably accurate. I don't know what I want anymore...
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#190
Feb 06, 2014, 09:22 PM
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My day and week has been fuked up. Sunday I had to get a new cell provider. Because I moved out of state and the provider I had did not have good service in the new area. The new service provider is more expensive. Wednesday I had to change to a different car insurance company. Because the area I moved to was more expensive to insure (that's what I was told).Today I noticed a crack in my front car windshield which will cost almost $200 to have replaced.
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#191
Feb 06, 2014, 09:38 PM
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Well... coffee just kicked in and I leave work in 20min & really need to go to sleep as soon as I get home b/c I have to work in 8 hrs. Uh oh! Tomorrow is gonna be rough!
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#192
Feb 07, 2014, 01:53 AM
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Update... still can't sleep. Have to be up for work in 3hrs. I feel like I'm kind of obsessing about going on meds or not & this website lol
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#193
Feb 07, 2014, 09:02 AM
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Still feel like my depression is improving. Just finished dusting upstairs, am doing a load of laundry but have several hours before I leave for an AA meeting. I'm not good with unstructured time lately. Kind of bored
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#194
Feb 07, 2014, 01:30 PM
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin  |
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#195
Feb 07, 2014, 01:32 PM
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Tired. It's been a long week and it's not over yet. Working tomorrow, then I have Sunday off. Hoping I won't have the daycare kiddo until later next week. I need some downtime.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#196
Feb 07, 2014, 02:43 PM
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I just want to forget that I have this and stop thinking about it. I think I function better in denial. The more I think about my condition the more it bothers me. I need to focus on things I want to accomplish and stop worrying about my screwed up brain. I hate everything about me so I hate thinking ... I need to just keep busy. It was helpful to see on here how many people have some of the exact same issues. Doesn't make me hate myself any less. I need to stop thinking. I'm screaming inside right now yelling at myself to shut up.
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#197
Feb 07, 2014, 02:59 PM
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I am struggling a bit. My mom got married out of nowhere (my dad has been dead less than 2 years) and while I'm happy for her, she only gave me one week notice and i was financially unable to make it, unlike my other siblings. Also, I tried to call her yesterday and her phone was disconnected so I called my brothers only to find out she was changing her number. She didn't tell me. So I'm feeling a bit out of the loop, to say the least.
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#198
Feb 07, 2014, 05:06 PM
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Bored of being bipolar, bored of bad luck. ****ing ceiling is leaking now.
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#199
Feb 07, 2014, 07:48 PM
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I think everybody is sick of me. I know I am.
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#200
Feb 07, 2014, 10:55 PM
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Woke up extremely angry......the low of yesterday converted to intense anger today.....sigh
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