going right round the bend

The title pretty much says it all. Off the deep end. At the end of my rope. FUBAR.

The more suggestions people make the worse I feel for not being able to make use of any of them. I've had it. I'm broke, in more ways than one. A part of me keeps telling myself to put an end to it but, fortunately I guess, some rational part of me is holding me back.

I'm sick of being a burden on everyone around me but in the situation I'm in I don't seem to have any choice.

Incidentally, for anyone who may remember me from the past, I've been too depressed to come here for a while. Sorry for being such an infrequent visitor.

Here's hoping..........

HI Rebound, I guess I'd hold on to that "rational" part of me right now, because that part holds all the answers.

Take care.

i remember you, of course i do.

i'm sorry you're doing poorly...i was in that spot for about 6 weeks and it really sucks.

i did what mouse suggested and always focused on the reality of my world and tried to let the other slide. i received a lot of help from some people here and i think you should let us help you............love, pat

Thanks but I don't know how to do that. Each time someone has suggested I do something I've found a reason to shoot it down. I've just been told by a friend I'm on the pity pot. Now I'm even more pissed off and depressed than I was.

Oh!!! I hate when someone (even a former T) use to make those kind of comment(s), grrrrrrrrrrr!
Fortunately for those people, they have never felt or probably never will feel this "crappy" feeling or space we sometimes find ourselves.
Keep in mind, many of us can sort of share what you are feeling, as well as send our hearts out to you.
Hang in there,always feel free to come here and chat with us or PM us.
Take care,
DE

when you are this depressed, there is no pity pot.....because we're too depressed to find one!!!!

keep posting and talking to us.....we're here for you.....xoxox pat