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Old Aug 06, 2014, 03:54 PM
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Im planning on getting my boys circumcised. They are teens but eh who cares. Ill do that tomorrow. Tonight i think ill get drunk.
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Old Aug 06, 2014, 05:31 PM
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Feel like screaming into the wilderness
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Old Aug 06, 2014, 05:56 PM
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I am done. I need ativan and my bed. Some i ne shut me off. ETA i feel an internal aggitation.
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Old Aug 06, 2014, 08:40 PM
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In bed but no ativan. Just tv. What a yucky day
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Old Aug 06, 2014, 09:03 PM
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I have this feeling of impending doom. At night. Waiting to get me. Something horrible.

Everything is coming to get me. Im hiding in my room. Dont know if its helping. Anybody out there?
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Yep i am. This sounds an awful lot like your going into a mixed state. Your agitated, hopeless, sleeping weirdly, vaguely want to self harm and subtly questioning whether you should go to the hospital. Are you safe?
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 05:15 AM
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Yep i am. This sounds an awful lot like your going into a mixed state. Your agitated, hopeless, sleeping weirdly, vaguely want to self harm and subtly questioning whether you should go to the hospital. Are you safe?
I dont know what i am. I have so much on my calendar the next two weeks like kids school orientation that i feel i cant go inpatient. Is that unreasonable?
I do till wish i were s i xk but i cant make myself sixk so... thank you fore your reply. We will see what the day brings. I hate calling my drs office because rheyll want to call xrisis residental aervices and i would rather go inpatient at tge psych ward. 100 over i would.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 11:35 AM
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Im afraid of things coming crashing down on me.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 12:42 PM
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Now i have a job interiew tomorrow. Am i ready for that?
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 01:41 PM
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Maybe a job would be the best thing for you ..Would put more structure in your life...You would be tired at night and maybe allow you to stop letting intrusive thoughts hound you ?
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 01:50 PM
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Maybe but my last ob seemed to be gong just great until it ended horribly
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 01:51 PM
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Maybe a new one would be fine .. They are all different of course
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 02:39 PM
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My fiend said the job wasnt my faulty it was them. That helped.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 02:44 PM
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Maybe a new one would be fine .. They are all different of course
Thats what im hoping but ive been fired for no reason before too.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 02:47 PM
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Its cold in here. Brrr. Of course im drinking iced coffee. Theyve got the air blasting.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 06:29 PM
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Washed my hair. Watched some tv. Asked as friend to go out but he refused. Cant get ahold of another friend. Just ate seaweed.
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Old Aug 07, 2014, 09:23 PM
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Went out with friends. Enjoyed it well enough but not as much as id like. I feel more awake than i should.
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Old Aug 08, 2014, 11:52 AM
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Interview was a literal minute of questions and that was that. She will call on monday.
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Old Aug 08, 2014, 06:25 PM
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I am feeling calm. Chatting with a friend. Want my bed. Grocery shopping tomorrow. Life feels ok for now.
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Old Aug 09, 2014, 12:29 PM
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Went grocery shopping. Feel good today. Eldest and his friend are unloading the food. Going out later. I still want to go off zyprexa though.
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Old Aug 09, 2014, 07:03 PM
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Smelling someone smoke. Yum. Nobody here. Just me. :/
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Old Aug 09, 2014, 08:49 PM
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There must be a eason that nobody gives a **** about me the last few days.
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Hang in there Moose72. How much longer until you see your pdoc?
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Hang in there Moose72. How much longer until you see your pdoc?
Something like a week and a half. I had a bad dream about p
People chasing me on ledges with no railing. Theyvhad cat eyes and sharp teeth.
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Old Aug 10, 2014, 03:33 PM
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Im waiting to take my daughter to get a hair cut at 515.
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