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Feb 25, 2007, 02:24 PM
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****I don't know if this is the right place for this, because I have several DX's and all I can think of is my Manic/Hypo Manic mood. I am unsure which it may be. If not both****
This is how I am feeling. It's not a poem it's me. I do not like this feeling... of not knowing one day to the next what my emotions will be. I live a life on unexplaining feelings Day to day, minute to minute, hour to hour, sec to sec How do I get through this on a daily basis I have no clue I was fine when I woke up But now I feel annoyed and emotional with tears in my eyes This sickness has brought me to a low at the moment and I don't know why. All my feelings are at a boil. What's wrong with me. I DO NOT like feeling this way. Any way for that matter. Can't I just have a normal life. Yet what is considered a NORMAL life? See very strange, but I want to curl into a ball and just hide from it all. Why I know it won't make it any better so what's the use. My mind is playing tricks on me. Will I ever be free? Who ever reads this I am grateful to you that you care enough about me to see the way I am feeling. Maybe offering your words to me. Thanks for letting me speak.
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Feb 25, 2007, 02:30 PM
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That's a pretty intense poem, but I think many of us can relate to it. There are so many times that I do not like how I feel, but who would like the depths of depression and the mixed episodes which take the worst parts of depression and the worst parts of mania. I hope you find yourself experiencing a mood you like soon.
((((((((((jlove)))))))))) DM
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Feb 25, 2007, 03:27 PM
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(((jlove)))
as i read your post i felt as if you were describing me as well. i can totally relate to how you are feeling. and on days that seem okay i wonder to myself if that is "normal" or just as normal as i can be. we are all here to support you whenever you need us. and remember it is a rollercoaster ride that we are on, never let go of the handles. warmest wishes, 007 |
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Feb 25, 2007, 03:43 PM
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Dear Jlove,
This is intense! I am sorry that this is so hard for you right now. Wonder if your meds might need a tweeking? What does your therapist say about all of this? I hope that you can find some small joy to do today. bizi
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