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#1
Oct 17, 2014, 09:43 PM
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My pdoc upped my zyprexa as i was feeling suicidal. I cant deal with my mess of a life any moee. Nobody responds to my posts here anymore so why write this one.
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#2
Oct 17, 2014, 09:48 PM
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Moose sorry you're struggling so terribly. Hope things get better.
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#3
Oct 17, 2014, 10:04 PM
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Your kids need you... Just focus on being healthy for them.
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#4
Oct 17, 2014, 10:18 PM
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That has helped in the past christina but it isnt now. Ive never been so depressed. I just dont care. I think zyprexa is numbing me and thats all thats holding me together. Someone is calling from the crisis team tomorrow to check up on me.
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Oct 17, 2014, 10:21 PM
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Hang in there Moose. Being suicidal is hell, I know, but you have to remember that your brain is not thinking straight right now. I was recently very suicidal and it felt so real at the time but once I was in a better place I was so glad I didn't kill myself even though I still have ideation. I wish I could help you but know you are not alone in all this. Take care.
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#6
Oct 17, 2014, 10:27 PM
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Since it helped before its probably going to work again.. Let the increase have time to work. Meanwhile just keep using distraction... What series are you watching on Netflix right now?
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Oct 17, 2014, 10:37 PM
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Moose
 please take a hot shower, curl up in a fuzzy blanket and sit here with us while watching netflix.
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#8
Oct 17, 2014, 10:47 PM
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I am feeling something similar. Tired of it all frustrated and depressed. I am trying to stay positive. It is difficult. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.
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Oct 18, 2014, 12:44 AM
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Im in bed watching tv. Could do netflix but dont wanna. My motivation is really low lately too. I did go grocery shopping today though so the kids can eat. Im just in bed staring at the tv under the covers with my heating pad on.
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Oct 18, 2014, 12:49 AM
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Im glad your all snuggled in.. Just breath
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Oct 18, 2014, 01:06 AM
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Hang in there. Your crisis support team will be there tomorrow.
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#12
Oct 18, 2014, 04:46 AM
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I cant tell of im depresse. I just feel at the end of my rope. Asi said zyprexa is sedating me enough that the thoughts arent taking control like they were. I was n a few other drugs after ztprexa and they were disaster s so now im going back on zyprexa.
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Oct 18, 2014, 06:45 AM
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Hang in there- you are the one who got the cool tattoo like your avitar aren't you? (I'm newish here so still trying to figure out who is who). I'm getting a new tat on Thursday.
Sounds like you are a netflix fan. Me too. Currently on season 3 of Walking Dead. Trailer Park Boys is another favorite of mine on netflix.
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Oct 18, 2014, 07:47 AM
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I dont feel i breathe properly. There is a lot restricting me at moment. Its horrible feeling agitated as well as depressive.
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Oct 18, 2014, 10:47 AM
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I am in your place more often than not. It feels like hell. Hang in there and if you need to go to the er. It will
Pass and you will have control again. This disease takes its toll on us |
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Oct 18, 2014, 11:26 AM
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Hang in there….This too will pass...
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Oct 18, 2014, 11:44 AM
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I havent got control over things. My life is shaped and controlled by illness. I have no prof help and support
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Oct 18, 2014, 11:46 AM
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Thats the last place id want to go to A&E..god i was so badly treated when i went in past. I know i cant rely on that as a good place to go to when really depressive and suicidal.
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Oct 18, 2014, 12:10 PM
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Im at chilis with my youngest child. At least thats something. Then we are going to hang out with a friend. My ex was supposed to pick up the kids at noon but he isnt. Typical.
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Oct 18, 2014, 12:23 PM
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Just keep busy
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Oct 18, 2014, 03:57 PM
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My daughter is dragging her feet about cleaning up her mess in the kitchen. Totally sitting on her nook in her pajamas while i clean. I left.
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Oct 18, 2014, 04:35 PM
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Sorry you feel so bad. It is some what depressing when no one writes you. I had that conversation the other evening. I see many ppl on here, but very little respond or seem to take part. I believe many ppl observe and are in either pain or scared to write. At least that is what I am thinking. It helps me move on. I am glad you are resting and trying. Hang in there. This to will pass. I'll be thinking of ya.
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Oct 18, 2014, 07:38 PM
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I dread going home. Was with a friend but he wants to go home now.
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Oct 18, 2014, 07:54 PM
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Hopefully you can just enjoy a move and sleep when you get home.
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#25
Oct 18, 2014, 08:26 PM
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In bed. Took extra Zyprexa. Pdoc said i could. The thoughts are bad tonight.
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