Hello

Hello there, im new to this forums and group things.. umm hmmh its really hard for me to express my self and i havent been able to directly comunicate to anyone my mental problems other than my fiance.. i think im getting "worse" so i took a first step to get.. idk help or talk to people who might be the same as i..
Soo hello there, im N.less and i havent been profesionaly diagnosed (tho it might be helpful to get it) but i have high depression attacks, i have strong bipolar cases and hmmh idk how it is said, but my mind ****s me up sometimes with suaside and homoside thoghts.. well hope you can relate and idk help in away i guess..

Welcome- are you able to get some professional help? If you are feeling suicidal and homicidal you need to see a doctor or therapist. Once you are correctly diagnosed that will give you a starting point towards healing.

Welcome to the group! Diagnosis is your next beat step so that you can move on to treatment. Let us know how you are doing.

Thank you both well i dont know if i can get diagnosed, theres a psycologist close to were i live, but i do not know if he/she can help. I will be shure to let you know about it

Welcome to the forum. I agree with the others, you need a correct diagnosis. A lot of things mimic bipolar symptoms.
A psychologist would be a good start, although a psychiatrist would be better. If you feel suicidal and feel like hurting others, they will probably put you on meds. At least long enough to get you stabilized so you can be receptive to therapy.

Welcome N-I think you will find this forum a good source of support-as others have already said you should seek some professional assistance-depending on insurance sometimes that means getting a referral from your MD-many can hook you up immediately with support groups in your area. I know it can be very difficult voicing these kinds of things but you have already taken the first steps in talking to your fiancé & logging on here-take care.

Thank you for sharing your story with us.

As a first point of call you'd want to get a referral to a psychiatrist. You'd need a professional diagnosis as to what mental health issue you are facing. That way you would be able to be put on the right medication and receive appropriate treatment.

Sounds as if this is starting to dominate your life and that's why I think you need help. A therapist wouldn't be a bad idea.

Wishing you all the best.

welcome to the forum. To answer your question, I think many of us have been we're you are emotionally and mentally. As stated above, it may be beneficial for you to see someone to see what is going on.