don't want to go outside

hello all,

i guess i am depressed again. i don't want to go outside for anything. when i do it is because of work. i am extremely irritable, angry at God knows what, because i cannot even explain it to myself. i am really tired of feeling this way. i even missed my pdoc appt (i completely forgot). thats another thing i am forgetting everything. the days past so quickly i cannot remember the date nor day it is. i don't want to live like this anymore. it is getting really tiredsome

(((((((((((((((agony)))))))))))))))))

realy sorry you are going through this. i feel the same about going outside. i feel i have achieved something if i walk the dog with my son or go to a shop with my husband. not long ago i could go everywhere and drive anywhere. i know it will pass getting better all the time, i try and face my fears, even hanging washing out sometimes scares me!!!!!

i make myself do things to try and get better.

love ya babe, hope you feel better soon

jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxo

I hear ya all too well, just want to stay in, pull the covers over my head and wish the world away!!!! I agree with jinnyann on the walking the dog part though, I always feel better after, for a little while anyways. If you don't have a dog going by yourself could be good too. I also force myself to do things even though I don't want to. Hopefully this will pass very soon, just remember to try to keep your head up and keep going. I know it's hard. Wish you well!!!!! Jen