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Jul 12, 2015, 11:03 PM
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You can ignore this. I wouldn't blame you.
*****************TRIGGER************************** I don't feel ok tonight. I haven't for a few days now. Ive been practicing my DBT skills I have learned thus far but I still have dark matter in my mind. It swirls and I cant stop rocking. I haven't gotten caught up in rocking for a long time now but its happening. So I sit and rock and think happy thoughts that song last long. I wont self-harm because I almost feel competitive that I wont do it. I haven't since May 24 this year. I cant, I wont do it. BUT the thoughts stay. I think of ways to die and how I can do it. I don't feel suicidal...just have these thoughts. I don't see T til Thursday so I will do my best to be ok til then. I don't want him to see me down. I was so happy last week. Not hypomanic, just really happy. Whats become of me?
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
 Anonymous45023, Anonymous48850, Daonnachd, LettinG0, marmaduke, Nammu, Pikku Myy, Wander, ~Christina
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#2
Jul 12, 2015, 11:17 PM
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((((((Hallie))))))))))))
 It's Bipolar. Stupid Bipolar. I totally get what you mean about the thoughts just being there. Can you call your Pdoc in the morning. I am so sorry. This **** sucks so bad. If I was there with you I'd make some popcorn and we could play cards or just ***** about Bipolar. Hang in there. |
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Jul 12, 2015, 11:23 PM
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I hate bipolar. **** bipolar.
We could play dice. I see my pdoc august 6. I see t Thursday.
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#4
Jul 12, 2015, 11:27 PM
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Yes! **** Bipolar!
What about Boggle? Do you remember Boggle? That was a fun game. Actually I need to go to sleep. I'm turning into a pumpkin....or my carriage is or something... Hallie. I really hope you get a little peace somehow tonight. See ya tomorrow. Hold tight |
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#5
Jul 12, 2015, 11:31 PM
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I never played Boggle. I like playing 10,000.
Sleep well.
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Jul 13, 2015, 12:31 AM
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Dumb question: What are "DBT skills"?
Also: Don't be ignored! We luvvvvvv you.
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--Keegan BP1 Substance Use Disorder -- Alcohol (In Recovery) 900mg Lithium 15mg Temazepam PRN "Just Because You're Paranoid Doesn't Mean They're Not After You"
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Jul 13, 2015, 12:39 AM
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Jul 13, 2015, 03:17 AM
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(((((((HallieBeth))))))) Hold tight. (I rock sometimes too...)
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Jul 13, 2015, 04:58 AM
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In the midst of winter I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus |
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#10
Jul 13, 2015, 08:46 AM
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For my part, I would not ignore you.
How are you feeling this morning? Better, I hope.
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#11
Jul 13, 2015, 08:48 AM
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Hey Hallie! How is today?
I've never played 10,000 |
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#12
Jul 13, 2015, 10:09 AM
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I just woke up. I'm not sure how I feel yet.
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Jul 13, 2015, 10:30 AM
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Jul 13, 2015, 01:03 PM
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(((((((Hallie))))))))))
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Jul 13, 2015, 02:00 PM
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Ive been ok mostly today. Its usually nighttime when things get worse for me. Last night I chatted on a crisis chatline online.It helped distract me.
Im scared to talk about this with my t on Thursday. Id rather just not.
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Jul 13, 2015, 05:31 PM
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Jul 13, 2015, 05:58 PM
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Ignore you ? Nope
 You and I have too much fun 
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Jul 13, 2015, 06:21 PM
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I will never ignore you hallie. **** bipolar
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Jul 13, 2015, 07:25 PM
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Thank you friends. Im doing better today than I have been. Just hoping tonight is better than last night.
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Jul 13, 2015, 11:20 PM
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I rock too, back and forth
It is this darn bipolar It reaches inside us and plays with our brains I try to control it
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Jul 13, 2015, 11:25 PM
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Im happppppppppy tooooooooooniggghhht!!!! :d
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#22
Jul 13, 2015, 11:40 PM
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Wahooooooo!
No cards tonight! Let's go dancing! Hold lemme go get cute... |
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#23
Jul 13, 2015, 11:43 PM
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Jk jk jk gotta go to sleep.
Darn Bipolar. I always have to go to sleep so I don't get all crazy. Blah. If it wasn't for Bipolar I'd stay up allllllllll night! Ha if I didn't have Bipolar I'd probably fall asleep like a normal person. Good night Hallie! Glad today is better
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