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Aug 16, 2015, 10:02 PM
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Sunday funday? no.
Ive had a ****ed up day today. Ive been super pissy and just down right irritable all day. I skipped church (big deal, if you know me.) I just didn't wanna deal with it. I did eat out with my family but I was in a sort of bad mood. Then I just slept all day. I drank some wine hoping to calm down but felt no difference. I hate how I look. I hate my bipolar. I hate my moods. I hate my body. I hate the direction my life has taken. The nightmares have stopped, thankfully. The anxiety isn't *AS* bad as it has been but Im just so damn angry!!!!! Im supposed to calk pdoc office tomorrow and tell them how Ive handled the up in zyprexa.
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#2
Aug 16, 2015, 10:46 PM
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Saturday was horrible for me. I stayed in bed, cried all day. Was aggrivated at the world. Hating everything and everyone. I never want to get drunk, and I sure did that day, but I didn't
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Aug 17, 2015, 10:13 AM
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uggg i hate sundays full stop.
sunday is extreme depression day as far as i'm concerned, and when things happen it always seems to be on a sunday or a wednesday. my 2 most hated days |
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Aug 17, 2015, 10:48 AM
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It was bc it was a Sunday. It just happened to be a Sunday and I'm still *****y today
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Aug 17, 2015, 10:52 AM
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I cried myself to sleep Saturday, so Sunday was horrible. I was in bed all day. It was not good.
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Aug 17, 2015, 01:47 PM
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Today I had to run errands so I had to leave home for a while.
I did call pdocs office like I was asked to and said the nightmares are home and not as much panic hdppening but I'm really irritable. It was awkward but they told me to call bk last week. I guess maybe they'll call back later, i don't know. Bah. I'd like to just sleep time away hidden in my room. I'm having having intrusive self harm thoughts. I'm tired of dealing with this kind of crap
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Aug 17, 2015, 10:31 PM
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I hope you feel better soon, hallie! Try to cheer up. I've been pretty *****y myself lately too, and overall feeling like shyt. I just want to be done clonazepam tapering.
Sigh. So tired of it (tired literally too). Try to be kind to yourself. You're doing the best you can. (((hugs)))
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Aug 17, 2015, 10:38 PM
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Thank you.
I went to a bluegrass jam and sat with a friend and colored a mandala.
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