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#401
Nov 16, 2015, 03:00 PM
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I'm feeling mostly depressed. Not much different than any other day lately. Irritable,too.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
 BlackSheep79, Pikku Myy, Unrigged64072835
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#402
Nov 16, 2015, 03:20 PM
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Stressed out. I'm so done with today. I have no idea how I manage to get through my workdays sometimes
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| Anonymous45023, avlady, BlackSheep79, Nammu, Pikku Myy, Unrigged64072835
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#403
Nov 16, 2015, 03:28 PM
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trying to quit smoking. decreasing number of smokes a day slowly. I'm not liking it so far.
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| avlady, BlackSheep79, Pastel Kitten, Pikku Myy, Unrigged64072835
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#404
Nov 16, 2015, 06:19 PM
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Had a good discussion with t about why I've been in such a depressed/irritable mood as of late. Now I have to figure out what to do next. I felt embarrassed having to explain to my pdoc's nurse why I wanted a Med change, and I may not need one after all. We'll see.
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#405
Nov 16, 2015, 08:28 PM
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Feeling pretty good now! Not hypomanic, just normal. Usually my normal moods don't last very long though
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day.   Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed "Now I can see all the colors that you see." |
| BlackSheep79, Nammu, Pikku Myy
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#406
Nov 17, 2015, 09:18 AM
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I'm going to bed!! Alive!!
It's really like that. Guess what? I'm not having overwhelmingly great feeling right this moment. I don't know when I started to realize this. This is not the first time I know this is happening to me. I need to keep a lookout.G'nite everyone. |
| Anonymous45023, avlady, BlackSheep79, Pikku Myy
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#407
Nov 17, 2015, 02:50 PM
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Still super anxious... can't keep up with my thoughts
 depressed.
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| Anonymous45023, avlady, BlackSheep79
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#408
Nov 17, 2015, 02:59 PM
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Got nothing accomplished today. Came home sick from work. I had another terrible migraine complete with nausea and vomiting. Yipee
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| Anonymous45023, avlady, BlackSheep79, dislexia1214, Pikku Myy
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#409
Nov 17, 2015, 05:18 PM
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I am okay. I love to be able to say that I AM OKAY.
I feel normal...whatever that it
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| BlackSheep79, Nammu, Pikku Myy
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#410
Nov 17, 2015, 06:19 PM
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I actually feel better today. I'm out of my house instead of curled up in my bed. But that can be because I'm avoiding my mom. I wrote her a letter about my issues....and she is one of my issues. Sitting in Starbucks wasting time before I have to go home and deal with it...to be continued....
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| avlady, BlackSheep79
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#411
Nov 17, 2015, 09:54 PM
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I just found out I most likely will have a job offer finally in my field. I'm freaking out. I've been hesitant going into my field because of not knowing when bipolar is going to show its ugly face, basically stability. One minute I'm thinking I can do this, I'm strong. The next minute I doubt myself and feel I will fail. Then I say I won't let myself fail. I'm so lost today. I'm so bored with the job I have been doing for years now, I don't use my brain at all. I can't keep sitting idol, but don't want to fail, I will lose everything. I'm lost in my little tiny world right now. Pity party, sorry.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
| Anonymous45023, dislexia1214, Pikku Myy, Unrigged64072835
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#412
Nov 18, 2015, 10:52 AM
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I know how you feel blacksheep. Hugs
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| BlackSheep79
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#413
Nov 18, 2015, 05:05 PM
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My day was fairly productive but I'm still depressed. I can't seem to get away from it. It just sits on my chest like a big bear.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
| BlackSheep79, Pikku Myy
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#414
Nov 18, 2015, 06:30 PM
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2 steps forward 1 step back
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#415
Nov 18, 2015, 06:53 PM
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Not doing as great. Med chane has hit me but remembering this will pass. I really beed a rest though and while my partner is great i am scared of burnout on his part. And what to do with work as i live the job and lifestyle when i am well and not sore.
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#416
Nov 19, 2015, 12:19 AM
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Went back to work today after over 3 weeks. It was good to be back but bad for my anxiety. That is through the roof right now but my depression is way down, and I would much rather be anxious and restless than down like I have been. Oh, will it stick!? We shall see.
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#417
Nov 19, 2015, 02:26 PM
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I'm on stress overload and need to figure out how to chill out before I wind up having an episode.
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#418
Nov 19, 2015, 02:40 PM
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Forced myself to go to town and get my blood work done even stopped by the hospital to visit a sick friend in spite of the anxiety and depression. So I'm pretty pleased with myself for going.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
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#419
Nov 20, 2015, 03:57 PM
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Quote:
Yes!! 
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#420
Nov 21, 2015, 09:35 AM
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Plugging along today in a quite good mood
 found out my parents will come for a visit for Thanksgiving.
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#421
Nov 21, 2015, 10:56 AM
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Feeling fairly good today. Going on somewhat of a date later. Well, with kids in tow, which makes the whole situation a little better for me. Won't be as overwhelming that way. It's been a LOOONG time for me lol. Trying very hard not to swing as a result of the potential start of a new relationship. Have gotten a lot less sleep this week. Dating while bipolar is interesting
 Still haven't disclosed my bipolar.
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| Pikku Myy, Takeshi
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#422
Nov 21, 2015, 12:41 PM
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Quiet day. Making more art and just puttering around in general. Getting tired from time to time.
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| Pikku Myy, Takeshi
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#423
Nov 22, 2015, 12:44 AM
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Today
I'm okay Today I say hey I'm okay Today should stay
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
| Pikku Myy, Takeshi
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#424
Nov 22, 2015, 08:10 AM
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Hypomanic! I feel good but I'm so restless. I've been getting very broken sleep. I hope tonight is different because I feel my body getting worn down..but my mind is so active
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day. Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed "Now I can see all the colors that you see." |
| cogladaid, Pikku Myy, Takeshi
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#425
Nov 22, 2015, 08:25 AM
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I feel a lot better today. Didn't take my full dose of saphris friday night so i felt horrible yesterday. I will make sure i don't do that again.
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| Pikku Myy, Takeshi
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