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Old Aug 29, 2015, 11:40 AM
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The highs dont even make up for them any more.....,day 8 in the clinic, dont want to be here any more.....i hate it!!!
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 12:07 PM
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 12:44 PM
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That is a lot of meds you are on. Maybe the cocktail is too much and overlapping and causing you to feel so down. Hugs to you!
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 03:34 PM
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 04:36 PM
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Hope you feel better.
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 05:57 PM
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Hang in there!

I know it's difficult now and that you don't want to be there but I do believe it will get better, in time and you'll be able to look back at this episode in your life and realise that you're in a better place.

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Old Aug 30, 2015, 08:26 AM
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I feel like a zombie with no hope.....
I dont feel leveled off, i feel depressed, andd the detox fro venloe isnt helpin much
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 10:38 AM
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I feel like a zombie with no hope.....
I dont feel leveled off, i feel depressed, andd the detox fro venloe isnt helpin much


it will get better... just hang in their
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 11:40 AM
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But why all these meds!!!
I only weigh 72 kilo's
They werentonsrop my mania, hanent seen my doc in days. Im crashing!
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Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reactions to me try to commit suicide. - Emily Autumn

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Old Aug 30, 2015, 01:10 PM
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 02:30 PM
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im 32 years old
my teachers always said i would amount to anything....
a nobody... so i believed it. didnt know how to cope with the pain, so i found outher means,
in and out of rehab, they eventually discovered im ADHD, which explains a lot, but doesnt help the nuns and yournfather trying to cane it out of you when yourngrowing up.
imncurrently in a clinic, and guess what, same story, the facilitor gives me the wholenlong speach, your a disturbance, these aother people have rights a recover. i was hypomanic in my eyes, doc reconsncompletely manic...... im surprised they didnt try and whip it out of me.
thing is, i statted typing on here, because 'friends' and family dontnreally care any more,
im just ***** scared im going to lose my bursary.
at the end of the the day its you against the universe,
and im really struggling to find a reason not to.
even the nurses dont get pain enogh to giveba f@$kj
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We buy things we dont need with money we dont have, to impress people we dont like.. - Fight club

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Old Aug 31, 2015, 05:55 PM
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Hang in there and keep us posted. I hope you feel better soon.
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Old Sep 04, 2015, 06:14 AM
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He's changed my meds to something completely different, can't sleep, but I will claw my way out of this pit!
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We buy things we dont need with money we dont have, to impress people we dont like.. - Fight club

Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reactions to me try to commit suicide. - Emily Autumn

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Old Oct 01, 2015, 06:40 AM
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How are you doing now? xo
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 11:48 AM
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You'll get through this (upsidedownandinside).
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 12:45 PM
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Old Oct 05, 2015, 08:03 AM
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Feeling a lot better thanks all for caring. Clawing my way back.
Pdoc is quite understanding, I've been quite a handful.
Meds I am on now have me down and back to earth, can't study at the moments though. I've got a letter for my exams though, hoping to get a little more back on track before I attempt to climb that mountain.
Hope you all are doing well as well
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