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Oct 24, 2015, 02:01 PM
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Some of you will remember just how long I wait before going into the hospital. I loathe it like many others also loathe it but it is also a major, MAJOR inconvenience as I am a stay at home mom of three kiddos with no available childcare and no money. It is detrimental to me to stay out of the hospital. However, yesterday, I was so afraid, I almost had my husband take me in.
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Oct 24, 2015, 02:50 PM
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(((cash)))
I want you to feel better! Wish I could give you a real hug! When you have those panicky moments, do you take your clonazepam? That may help.
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Oct 24, 2015, 02:52 PM
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Not that I'm advocating clonazepam usage. I just don't know what else would help (med wise).
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Oct 24, 2015, 02:54 PM
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I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I hope your appointments next week help. Sending you good energy.
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Oct 24, 2015, 04:48 PM
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I'm sorry try more hadol. Hugs
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Oct 24, 2015, 05:21 PM
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Oh Sarah, I'm so sorry. That must be so scary and isolating. Is your pdoc back tomorrow? Because if he is I think you should call and see if he'll do anything before your appt. just to get you some relief sooner.
I know you feel a lot of responsibility but it's still ok if you need to go to the hospital. Your family will find a way to work things out, just like other families do when there is a need for hospitalization of any of a million reasons. It's ok to take care of yourself first. You know how when you fly they always tell you to put the air mask on yourself first in case of an emergency and then help children because you can't help the children if you have have passed out from lack of oxygen? It's true on the ground too. Please keep posting if it helps.
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Oct 24, 2015, 05:25 PM
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Hadol helped "me". I really hoped things turn around. I'm not sure if coping tools help you.
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Oct 24, 2015, 06:22 PM
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Oct 24, 2015, 08:52 PM
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Love you all
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