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#1
Jan 20, 2016, 12:31 AM
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Possible trigger:
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Jan 20, 2016, 12:33 AM
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I'm here! Have you taken meds so you start to feel tired instead of suicidal? I'm glad the rest of the day was better but tonight sounds awful. Can I help?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 20, 2016, 12:37 AM
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How are you feeling tonight? I'm so happy you recieved reassurance from your pdoc!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Jan 20, 2016, 12:42 AM
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I feel better knowing this is finally really in the works. And honestly if this works out it is what I would have chosen; I like this dr and I want to be on the mood disorder unit so I'm less stressed than I would be. I asked a friend to pray that I could have a day off from slamming from one mood to another and I got that break and so I feel a lot better.
I hate when I take meds and wait to fall asleep and my thoughts go crazy. Sorry you've got that. I tend to get all freaked out about stupid things and do things like pay bills at 3 AM just because. Last year I was upset b/c I had to retire part of my OT credentials and I finally did that a 3 AM because I couldn't sleep dreading it and all those evil racing thoughts weren't helping.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 20, 2016, 12:48 AM
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I don't honestly know how funny this is but I've found it a good distraction lately (but I've got a skating thing going). But comedy on ice seems good to me and it's worth a watch; I think it may be distracting enough to help; it has me. This is the current world champion and he's hilarious.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 20, 2016, 01:32 AM
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I'm around. Just want you to know, things do get better eventually. Hippy stuff has worked for me. If you want to know more about it let me know.
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Jan 20, 2016, 11:10 AM
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Thank you both for your responses. It seems the meds did make me sleepy after all as I was out within a half an hour after my OP. I'm glad because last night was terrible.
Today? A little better but mostly anxiety laiden. I just wish it would stop. All of my love to you!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#8
Jan 20, 2016, 11:22 AM
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Hey cashart10,
Sorry you are struggling - feel free to come to the PC Chat rooms if you want to chat with us for support! (((Hugs))) moogs
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat 
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#9
Jan 20, 2016, 12:36 PM
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Hey cash!
I'm advice less, other than I'm happy you were able to sleep and hope you feel better. And this is going to sound weird, but at least you're thinking about suicide and not following through. When I OD'd I wasn't conciously thinking about suicide at all. The times I actually thought about it I didn't follow through because I was too busy thinking about it and all the different scenarios that made it a bad idea. When I wasn't thinking about it it was just this impulsive thing that I did. Oh, and I'm pretty much always around. Lol! Hugs.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#10
Jan 20, 2016, 01:28 PM
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No advice just glad you're OK and your meds are working.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Jan 20, 2016, 04:05 PM
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Glad you got some sleep.
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#12
Jan 20, 2016, 04:50 PM
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I'm glad people were on to be shoulder to shoulder with you Cash. PsychCentral has got the best population. A very supportive mood. I really feel united by people with similar experiences. To anyone reading who feels lonely - hang in there, keep posting and interacting. Great group dynamic!
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